clouded ✧ markson [ completed ]

nineteen

{nineteen}

Couples fight and make up (and make out) again, of course the Markson couple wasn't an exception as well.

Jealous Mark could be in two stages. Cute and pouty or angry. When Jackson didn't stop at the first stage and continued being all laughy and giggly towards Namjoon (his old friend) Mark suddenly went out of the café, they were drinking their coffee in, without saying a word.
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Jackson couldn't track older down, so he went home in fear, that he'd get lost.
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"Markie?..." Jackson asked softly, intimidated by drunk Mark "Markie are you okay?"

"Do I look okay?!" Mark yelled at Jackson, bottle of soju in his hand. He raised his hand, aiming to hit Jackson and it looked like something triggered inside the shorter boy.

"N-no! P-please! Don't hit me! I-I won't do it a-again! I'll be good!" Jackson said dropping to his knees.
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He was sitting in a bath, he decided to drop a lavender bath bomb to begin cleansing.

His mind was blank. But that was a good thing in this situation, because if he thought about the thing that just occurred, he would definitely remember all of his past.

His hair damp and his skin feeling wet. Tears unconsciously falling on his cheeks as he stared into the water, aimlessly.

There was a soft knock. Then a knob twisted as the door opened without a sound.

"Jackson?..." he whispered as he came in and kneeled next to Jackson, facing him.

Mark's eyes were now glossy and teary. They finally dropped as he rested is forehead against Jackson and started to softly sob and whisper 'I'm sorry' again and again, until he couldn't speak anymore because he tried, tried to choke down his sobs.
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They were lying in bed. Facing each other, both had freshly teared cheeks. However, one was sleeping and the other was not.

"Do we not deserve to be finally happy?..." Mark whispered out to no one as he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
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[to be continued...]
Kim-Kim ♡