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When you looked up you came face to face with no one other than.... Levi,"TCH, couldn't wait till you go to your room?" You roll your eyes at him remark and realize something," Why the hell was he waiting here?" You stand up and cross your arms and ask," Why the hell are you waiting for us? Did you miss me that much?" "Like hell I did not miss you!...Erwin told me to wait for you guys and when you got here ask if you need help. Remember I work under you now? So....I take it that you do need help?" He asks/remarks. You look down at the floor at a passed out Reiner and look at Levi with an evil smile," Well you can carry Reiner back to my room for me. You go ahead and try to pick him up. I have to pay the carriage driver. Good luck..." With that you turn around and walks to the front of the carriage. When you get up there you see the mad woman drooling and staring at the building,"*AHEM* Umm how much do I owe you...?" The woman snaps out of her trance and says," O-Oh, its not charge, just letting me see this was a pleasure. okay well thank you BYE!" With that the woman rode off leaving you standing there. Then it hit you like a brick that she still had the horses. You stood there laughing at yourself because neither of those horses were yours... so you couldn't say that you cared. You turned around and walked back to Levi and Reiner but once you got to them you burst out laughing because you see a 5 foot 3/2 man holding a 6 foot 6 man. ( go ahead... picture it...) All you saw was Levi's eyes giving you the death glare. After you calmed down you motioned him to follow you to your room. As you walked down the empty and quiet halls you hear a sudden grunt from Levi. You turn around and couldn't believe the sight you were seeing, Reiner had turned on to his side in Levi's arms and hugged his head. This time you actually try to hide your laugh and you walk up behind Levi and place your hands on his shoulders and said," Because you can't see ill guide you k?" All he does is nod his head. You squeeze his shoulder to let him know let's go and he tenses up them relaxes. You smile at your self knowing what you had done. You then started to lead him forward through the hallways until you reached your office. You let Levi go so you could unlock your door but he kept walking. You knew what he was doing to but you didn't care. He wasn't hurting you. And Reiner is too drunk to remember this. The moment you unlocked your door you heard a loud CRASH. You whip your head around to see that Levi ran into a flower pot and was covered in water and mud. But what really got you was that he had a flower on top of his head. You walked over to him again and lead him to your room. While you were doing so there were mumbles on swearing. Once you got in you lead him over to your bed and said," Okay go ahead and drop him." As he did so Reiner landed on the bed and he was still passed out cold. "Is there a prize for carrying your lousy boyfriend for you?" he asks as he looks down at his nasty mud covered clothes as though to be hinting can I use your fucking shower . "Actually there is, your prize while your hear is to clean my room, but if you don't want that prize then you can leave; its your choice." you say with a slight bit of an attitude. "TCH" Is all Levi says in return. You shrug it off and turn around to face your closet to get out your PJs. As you pulled them out you heard his boots move to what is most likely the door so you thought he left. You peeled off the jacket and kicked off your boots. You then put your long spandex under your dress then you slid the dress off. As the cold air hit your back you were reminded of the nasty scar you got as a child while you were with those "animals". The scar started from your right shoulder down to your left lower back. You quickly slid on your white button-down shirt and picked up all your clothes and shoved them in your dresser. You turned around to see if Levi was still there. When you turned around you saw him standing there with pure shock on his face. You raise an eyebrow at his expression. Then it hit you, he was the scar that you never show anyone and none has ever seen. "Dammit" You say as you turn around so that your not facing Levi anymore. You silently cried in to your hands because you promised your self that you wouldn't let anyone see your scar. Then you felt two arms wrap around your waist and felt ahead gently nuzzle your neck. You look at the person holding you and your eyes widen when you see that its Levi. "Why are you hugging me? Aren't you disgusted about the scar on my back?" you ask him with a cracking voice. You feel him shake his head no. And you listened when he said," A scar simply means you were stronger than whatever tried to hurt you..." When you heard that you stopped crying and smiled at his wise words. You felt his hand move your face so you were looking at him," I don't know your about your past but, I'd love to hear it some time..." Your eyes widened as you heard him say that. For a while you two were standing there staring into each others eyes. It felt like time stopped until Reiner started to wake up. You looked at him still on the bed and felt Levi let you go and he left the room. You stood there and questioned what the hell just happened. You decided to ask him about it tomorrow as you walked our to Reiner and felt his forehead. It was hot as hell! You took his face into your hands and made him look at you. You studied his face to make sure he wasn't too pale. While you were looking at his face he slurred," hey there... pretty lady.... do I know you...." You smile to yourself at his question. You don't answer his question because you know that he'll forget all of this in the morning. You walk to the bathroom and wet a towel for his forehead. You walk back over to him and have him sit up. You lean forward and place the towel on his head. As you straighten up you feel him wrap his arms around your waist and pull you into his chest and then he lays down. You find your self pushed up against Reiner's body and this is something you weren't ready for. You try to wiggle out of his grip but it only tightens around your waist. It wouldn't of hurt so much if your ribs weren't t recently broken. You grunt in pain as you lay back down and decided to roll within. Then you felt his hand travel up your shirt. Your eyes widen as you say," Reiner what are you doing?!" "*slurred words* This is punishment for not answering my question..." He tells you in your ear. You were intoxicated with the overwhelming smell of liquor. That's when you felt him grab your breast and started "playing with it." All of a sudden all of the horrible memories of your past came back." REINER ST-" You started screaming but you were cut off when he covered your mouth with his other hand. This only caused you to panic even more. You continued screaming through his hand until you felt him sink his teeth into your neck. You felt his teeth sink in past the three layers of skin causing blood to spill out. This caused you to start crying not tears of pain but tears of broken memories. You gave out one last scream in hopes of someone hearing you. *silence* You knew that deep down in your gut none was going to come and help so you just laid there in hopes that Reiner would pass out again. You knew that you couldn't be totally mad at him because he's drunk but he should've had better self control. Out of no where you heard rapid knocking on the door. You screamed again. That only made Drunk Reiner bite down harder on your neck. Then the door flew open to a worried Levi, Then a pissed off Levi entered to room at full speed towards Reiner and punched him straight in the head. Doing so he passed out and let you go. Before you could sit up you felt Levi pick you up bridal style and walked out of the room leaving a passed out Reiner on your bed. Your eyes were so clouded up with tears that you couldn't see Levi's worried expression looking down on you. You snuggled into his chest because this exact moment reminded you of that day when you were taken in by Daniel. By the time your crying had slowed down to fast breathing you had reached his bedroom. He opened the door and walked in and set you down on his bed. When you sat down you hugged your knees into your chest and hid your face. You heard the sound of another door opening and the shuffling of some bottles. You figured that we has getting a first aid kit for your neck. Shortly after you sensed the presence of Levi in front of you. You look up at him and unfolded your legs so that you were sitting cross-legged. "Does it hurt?" He asks you as he holds your cheeks in between his hands and he wipes your tears away with his thumb. You look him dead in the eyes and say," The tears I cried weren't tears of pain, but tears of broken memories..." He nods his head as though he understands," I understand the difference between those tears but what I don't understand is why? After I patch up your neck, will you tell me about you?" You look at him with surprise that he actually wants to know about you, so you nod at him. He lets your face go and he starts to dig through the first-aid kit," The disinfectant might sting a little but the rest of it wont hurt." You nod and move your head so he can clean it.

***10MIN LATER***

"And you're now done," He says to you as he packs up the first aid kit and bandages. He gets up and heads towards the bathroom. You sat there for a min and stared around his room. Something that really caught your eye was a pic:

 Something that really caught your eye was a pic:

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You picked up the frame and studied it closely. It looked like a pic of baby Levi and his mother. You placed the picture back on the shelf when you heard the shower water turn off. That's when you realized that Levi had gotten into the shower and just gotten out and you never noticed! You quickly put the picture back down and started for the door. On your way there you realized that Levi had badges from his former group. You looked at them and picked one up. "hmm why would he keep these?"  You asked yourself. Then you heard the bathroom door open! You put it down and went back to the door. You started to open the door but only to have it be forced shut behind you. "Where do you think you're going?" Asked Levi who was holding the door shut behind you. You turned around to face to face him but at you do you immidiently turn a light shade of pink as you see Levi with wet slicked back hair and a button-down that was only partly done. "Well, where do you think you're going?" He asks you again as he places his other hand on the other side of you. You look him straight in the eye and say," Back to my room." Levi sighs and says," Why? So you can get violated again? You were lucky I came this time but next time you may not be so lucky! So please, so that I can sleep at ease tonight; just sleep here." He gives you a genuine look of sorrow as he tells you that. You sigh knowing that he's probably right. You look at him and nod. He takes one of your hands and leads you over to a chair and sits you down in it and says," Now tell me about your self" You look down at the floor and say," My life underground was hell...."

***30 MIN LATER***

"and that's how I ended up here... I know not the best life but..." You were cut off when you noticed that Levi and pulled you into a standing hug and whispered," I'm so sorry, If I'd known it was that bad for you I would've left you alone. I thought that you were just a spoiled brat... turns out I was wrong. I'm sorry... can you forgive me?" You look at him dead in the eyes and say," You have one more chance don't blow in. K?" He nods his head and gives you a tiny smile. (OMG HE SMILED)  He lets you go and asks," Ready for bed?" You nod and walk to the bed and get in. You slept on the right side kind of far from when Levi laid down," Good Night." He says to you as he blows out the candle. You closed your eyes and tried to get some sleep. About 20 min had passed and you couldn't sleep. So you decided to find a new position to sleep in. You kept moving around until you found a very warm spot. You didn't know why it was warm but you didn't care. It helped you fall asleep. So once again you closed your eyes and finally drifted off to sleep.

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