Caught Between Twins.

Chapter 7: Sick from the Melt.

Erin's Point of View: 

        ACHOO ! urghh...  Today, I think might've caught a cold ? After last night, I can barely say anything... My voice is a bit hoarse, My throat hurts like hell,  I feel quite dizzy, My head feels a little lighter and My vision is quite blurry and i can't believe that i caught all of this after the concert which was yesterday, I just hope that it goes away before my birthday, I don't wanna spend my birthday in bed watching my friends go out and have some fun without me... That'd be so unfair ! I'm currently alone at the house again, I woke up and saw that Jack and Finn had already gotten up and went somewhere who-knows-where again, Looks like i'm gonna be stuck watching some disney movies for now...

I can't stand not doing anything in bed, I've got to make myself busy with something... So, i pulled out my little black notebook and started to scribbledown some ideas for a song that's been bothering me to write, its always at the back of my head... Its not from me or anything, Its just a scene that i picture in my head and if ever there was a movie that had my idea of that scene... This is the song that would play in the movie.

Baby stay away from my friends,

'cause I need them to carry me ~

When it's over I'll count back from ten,

and you can listen to something that you've never heard before...

But you don't know what it's like...

to wake up in the middle of the night,

scaring the thought of kissing razors.~

This blood evacuation is telling me to cave in.

Stay away...

Oh no.

Just stay away from my friends ~

I noticed that everytime i write some lyrics down, Some of them would come up from me or the Scenes in my head but mostly they'd come up from the Scenes in my head, Back then as a child, I loved picturing things like me having a husband with two kids and a big house or just me falling in love with someone... but all of that started to vanish once i've graduated college and starting on that point, The Scenes in my head had gotten Darker and Darker by the moment... I used to write a song about a guy whose now kind of successful in his music career and he remembered his bestfriend which was a girl back in his home town, The girl had family problems in other words, Her family was falling apart, Her mother and father were fighting, etc. so she decided to climb up a tree by their house's backyard to see if Her mother and father would ever notice that she's been gone for quite a few minutes, The song goes on like the guy is somewhat narrating the girl's story and what not... 

That song i wrote... Made all my fans cry for the very first time, That song isn't included in my Debut album since i've written it years ago before i've started to make my very first album, I wrote that song back then when i was just an opening act for Paramore and other bands like We are the In Crowd and Tonight Alive, It was the very first song i've written as an Opening act and when the crowd had heard it, Some of them cried and sobbed... I'm guessing some of them were going through that stage as well but what's most important was that the Boy in that story was actually trying to save his Bestfriend from committing suicide, The boy in the song seemed to also have some hidden feelings for the girl and would do anything to save her from Depression and from totally killing herself. The message of the song is pure and powerful that i usually had to swallow my cries infront of the crowd when i sing that song because people in the crowd are already crying or bawling their eyes out, It'd become worse to make them pity me and see me cry because that'd make them cry even more.