Caught Between Twins.

Chapter 9: Family Get Together.

Erin's Point of View: 

         I heard my Room Door open and close a Million times but i didn't bother to look at whoever it was since i'm still worn out from Yesterday, I need to Rest or else i'm gonna Collapse later in the Airport. Yes, Were going back to London today yet i still haven't packed up my Things... The Door kept on opening and closing, Its getting pretty Annoying but i don't have the Strength to tell either Jack or Finn to get out of my Room, I'm quite Disappointed at myself because if its not Jack nor Finn, It'd be someone whose probably robbing me and the Boys' Hotel room and I'm just laying here on my Bed and not doing anything about it or It could be any of the Boys taking a Shower in my Room and again, Erin, You're not doing anything about the Fact that either of the Boys are taking a Shower in your Room, Naked... 

I groaned and rolled over to the other side of my Bed, I shouldn't be thinking of Snooping on Jack or Finn in the Shower... Even if you wanted to ? Yes, Even if i wanted to-- What the Hell ?! I'd never do that ! and i'd Never want to do that ! Yes, Yes... Go ahead and Feed yourself with Lies, Erin, You know you want to... Oh, Shut up ! I'am not gonna have this Conversation with myself !  I groaned once more and put a pillow over my Head, thinking that it would make the Dirty thoughts go away.

A few minutes Later, Someone came in my Room and Closed the Door behind him/her, I heard soft foot steps phase around the Room and came to a Hault near my Bed, "Erin ? Erin ? Wake uppp ~ Its time to go Pack up and go to the Airport, We might miss our Flight back to London, If we don't get you up and Going." Said Jack in his Soft and Cheerful voice

He moved a tad bit and removed the Pillow that i was clutching over my Head, He chuckled once he saw my Face "Come on Sleepy head ~ Time to get up, Sweetheart."

I groaned and layed on my Back, Opening my eyes to stare at him blankly

He furrowed his eyebrows, A Questioning look "What happened, Sweetie ? Why are you Crying ?"

I was a bit Confused on why he had asked that and then brought my Hand to my face, My cheeks were smeared with Tears and a Few more tears had been building up in my Eyes "I didn't notice that i was Crying..."

He gave me a Soft re-assuring Smile and wiped all the Tears away "What happened ?"

I shook my Head and yawned "Nothing, My eyes tear up from Time to time... Some tears usually Shed whenever i lay my head down and that usually happens in the Morning so, Nothing to worry about here." I smiled at him at the end of my Sentence, Returning the Gesture 

He nodded "Okay then, I'm going to help the Girls pack up so, If you need me...You know where to find me." He then stood up from my Bed and headed for the Door, As soon as the Door had shut, I Scrambled to my Feet and looked at myself in the Mirror, A sigh escaped my Lips; (Jack saw me looking like this ? I looked at my Reflection, My hair was tangled in Knots, My eyes Shadowed by Dark Circles underneath them, My Skin Pale and Sickly, My lips Dry and Patched with Blood on my Lower lip, I tend to Bite my lip for no Reason to the Extent that i'd be Surprised to Taste a Metallic Tang Hindering on my Lips.

 I took my Robe and went to hit the Shower, I actually wished that we could Stay in Paris just a little bit longer, We had so much Fun here, Its like almost Everyday that we get to go out and Stay up all Night and do Crazy things together and now... Were leaving, Going back to London where I'am going to be Left alone in the House while Jack and Finn go to work leaving me with no Choice than to wait for them to come back but then again, They're not always at Work and I should Probably stop being so Needy for their Time and Attention, I'm getting quite Clingy towards them and calling them My Boys for the Very first time Surprised me as for those words just came out of my Mouth and it kinda Scares me that they Bring out that Attitude out of me, All my life i was never that Clingy-Demanding-Jealous Friend over the Girls even back then when Karma had settled on calling our little group the Campus Queens, Obviously, calling our group as Such, Everybody wanted to be our Friend, Everybody has heard of us around the Campus, May be it Rumours or May be it Facts, Almost Everybody whose Anybody knew us but All of us knew that eventhough people may seem to want to Hang out with us or Want to be our Friends, All of us knew that we will Always be the Friends we can always Fall back on so, I didn't Build up that Phase to be Clingy since i was Assured by the Girls but there's no Stopping the Gutt-Feeling that i might end up losing either one of the Twins... Somehow i sense that something is gonna happen and its not the Type of Event that i would like to See, Its the Type of Event that i would Tear my Eyes away from.