Hiatus [ CASHTON ]

Nobody Else

A/N: The song for this chapter is going to be Electric by Alina & Khalid. I highly request and suggest you listen to the song while or before reading this chapter.  But may we proceed ? 

Yes indeed !(And if you know where this line is from you a real one.)

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I was stiff as if I was paralyzed. I wasn't shocked that he said 'I love you more' but if he's awake enough to reply then he knew I kissed his him. We've never really crossed that line when we were sleeping together nor did we ever cuddle like this. 

We haven't crossed that line in general.

So many questions were running through my head every second like I had a timeclock to think of as many questions as possible.

Is he awake ? Is he sleep talking? Is he going to remember this? So he didn't object to the kiss? What does that mean ? And he didn't budge when I pulled him into me ? What does that mean?

Pretty soon I got the answer to a few those questions because he was sound asleep, murmuring every couple of minutes as he was peacefully dreaming. He did sleep talk time to time but nothing worth ever remembering.

Tonight his murmuring was up for interpretation because I didn't know if him saying I love you more was a coherent thought or just another forgotten one before he even said it. Either way, I will forever remember him saying those words.

In my mind, those words were written in the midst of the dark air in forms of puffy clouds. It whispered in my ear as if he was audibly saying it again. I smiled contently thinking of the future of him completely repeating it to me everyday when I came down the steps in the morning in our home.

Our apartment.

I nearly forgot that I go home with Ashton. I sleep in the same house as him. We go grocery shopping together and cook meals together. Sometimes we even sleep together and that's slowly becoming a more frequent thing. When we argue, we have to work it out because we're forced to be in the same place. Well until our lease is up.

Our fans were right when they said we're domesticated husbands. Everything I said are things married couples do and we were just friends.Best friends. Well as far as everyone else was concerned we were just friends.

But in my head we were much more than that. Ashton's smile made my whole day worthwhile and as cliche as it sounds, it did brighten up my day whenever it was shitty. Whenever I was uncomfortable he was usually there to comfort making sure that I was okay before even thinking about anything else.

I turned to my side looking down a bit watching Ashton sleep. He reminded me of a shaggy haired puppy because his air was in his face amongst other directions. His eyebrows furrowed intensely raising concern. 

Ashton sometimes had problems with nightmares since I knew him. Never knew where they started from but he has them at least once a month. Some were more scarier than others but on some nights I'll hear him scream bloody murder in his sleep then hear his footsteps running towards my room.

Those nights I cherished most because we would stay up late just talking about good memories until he felt it was safe to go to sleep again. It made me feel good about myself because just like he was my savior, I was his. 

He tossed and turned some more making me want to wake him up from his bad dream but sometimes you have to let people go through it to let them know they're strong and capable of being strong for themselves.

Next thing I knew, he pulled tightly on my shirt raising himself enough to be right next to my ear and then the sexiest and most lustful moan escaped his lips. Immediately my dick jumped up ready to be the source for another moan to erupt from him.