When Reality Steps In (New)

Thick clouds

Zyla's POV

You guess it dude, jumping and rolling in bed because of nightmares. I got a text from Irvin 'hey babe' we texted for a while and some how I found us talking about getting married.

We were picking out dresses and rings and flowers .

The sun slowly and swiftly rolled in like a wolf stalking its prey before it pounces and demolishes it.

I got up and text Irvin 'good morning babe' he replies with a 'morning' we text for a little but then he leaves for school.

I finish getting ready with a white long sleeve of course.

The thick white and grey shades roll in covering the bright yellow sun a fearful shiver races across my back.

"Cold" I whisper to my self as I place my headphones in my ear.

I listened to some music that always seemed to calm me down not mater the event.

I could feel eyes on me. My mother realizing I was upset she would look at the road then at her lap and finally at me she hide her stares deep in her mind hoping I wouldn't notice . I always noticed .

I get out the car and walk in . I see Irvin from the other side of the door with his glasses that commented his intelligence .

He waves his long fingers towards me and his cheeks rise as high as the mountains in Colorado.

I have back laughing to my self.

My teacher Mrs. Elsa is checking my shoes

"How'd you weekend with Irvin go" she asks Mrs. Elsa was a very cool teacher I could talk to her about anything

"I was in the hospital and Irvin decided to tell me he had been ignoring me to go run off and smoke Friday Saturday and Sunday" I say disappointed

"Oh really let me talk to him" she says hugging me

I see Irvin and he holds my hand

He starts to play connect four with Adrain as I hug our math teacher.

I sit beside Irvin but he makes me stand up and hugs me

"I love you so much and I'm sorry" he says hugging me tightly

"I love you to" I say softly

He holds my hand and kisses it.

He then pulled me to a tighter warming hug as we are sitting down

" I'm here for you " I whisper as my face is pressed against his shoulder.

The day goes by slow as the thick clouds circle around the sun.

Finally after school come around and I end up in my sweet house, yeah not so sweet.

My mother makes food and I eat and get seconds and finish the left overs.

I've been eating a lot lately whatever is in front of me I smash it into my mouth it is starting to show.

Didn't say this at the time but it was to hard my teacher and consular and sister thinks I look more and more tired and like I have been crying . As you well know by now I get hardly any sleep like last night now that I remember I had a dream about zombies taking over yup full apocalyptic sleep mode.

Let me proceed; the only time I get sleep is when I have nightmares and trust me that's as good as it's gunna get. For now at least

The dark clouds rumble as tears of fear roll down on this phase much like a test deciding our very fate , we call it...earth

Many say we are here o my for a little bit it is a test

Many say it is a phase one that will prepare up for our next life

Many say it is just the way of life.

But HAH did you catch that.? I don't think you did 'way of life' there's a word in there that is in the dictionary but does not belong. 'Life' what is life.?

I'm 85% sure my definition and opinion on the four letter word is completely different then your definition our opinion .

I saw this in a show once a man a three women sit at a table but on all different sides . The man lays down a picture of the letter 'E' in front of him. "what do you see.?" He asks the lady on his left side. "I see a W sir" she answers pointing to the same picture that the man laid down. "And what do you see miss.?" He asks the lady directly in front of him "I see a 3 of course" she scrunches her eye brows "you you young lady.?" He asks the girl on his right side "I see an M" she replays realizing .

We all have different points of view and this is mine obviously for me life is a journey . In my mind and opinion I believe that technically we don't die we are restricted like Jesus Christ and we live for eternity with him in heaven if we obey his Ten Commandments and except and believe that he is our savior .

This is my religion now I know many will disagree but it is not up to I to force things but I will state some of my beliefs to open some doors.

*rumble* *rumble* *thump* *thump*

The lightning struck the roof of my apartment it gets louder and louder. I decide to take a shower just because . I've been taking extra showers that are extra long . I don't know why. I just feel the need .

I shoot Irvin a text and he says he is writing in his journal so I decide to write in mine.

And that's how this chapter was born. During the thick clouds .

I have many more thoughts and events but I will wait to share let's just say I plan for a sun rise and a huge battle.