When Reality Steps In (New)

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Zyla's POV

I went to sleep extra early since Irvin was already asleep. I had a good dream surprisingly . I was already starting to get used to the tossing and turning and heavy weights on my soul from the dark dreadful nightmares that seemed as , well as if reality.

I woke up early also , a vibration from my phone gets my attention.

It was from Irvin 'I'm sorry I didn't call you'

We text for a bit , or lord how I miss talking to him this early.

I get ready always including a long sleeve

I walked into class and I was so shocked by what I saw it was Irvin he was playing chess with Adrain.

I sat next to him and he pulled me in and I laid my head on his shoulder and he laid his head on my head as one arm was wrapped around me and the other was locking fingers with me I was so relaxed I was about to fall asleep but Adrain was just laughing at me. And Irvin felt so warm and good today.

We laughing and joked and actually had fun today. It had been a while since we did that. It felt good , really good in fact.

But in this story there's no fairy tail only the part where reality steps in.

I messed up, I messed up bad

I don't know what I was doing . But Irvin was looking around and I thought he was looking at this one girl and I almost yelled at him well.... I whisper yelled.

He ignored me for the rest of the day not letting me explain. I wrote a desperate note to him saying how sorry I was , he ripped it up I wasn't even sure he read it.

I ended up at home depressing myself over a cookie with Ice scream and chocolate filling.

Then found my self in the shower sitting on the floor again, cutting... I was being left by myself a lot I didn't like r I don't like being left alone but now I'm getting used to it and it hurts .

It really hurts ,, good.?

No I don't think so , I almost fooled myself with this title