Obsession

Morning sickness

Songs Of The Chapter

•Human Christina Perri

•Hold my Hand The Fray

•Love Don't Lie The Fray

•UNI Ed Sheeran

Payson's POV

Perrie and Aurora hug me and I hug them back I can't believe I'm pregnant. I always knew I would have children but I thought it would be later in life but my life never goes the way I want it to.

I began to lightly cry and then I break out into sobs all the tears I have been holding in comes out in a ugly cry. "Payson you are gonna be fine theres no need to cry sweetie." Perrie says trying to comfort me but she doesn't know that these are tears of joy not tears of sadness.

"I know Perrie I'm happy these are happy tears." I say through my load sobs.

I finally am going to have a family my own family and I couldn't be any more happy I want this baby even if Harry doesn't and if he doesn't then he will not be apart of my family but let's hope it doesn't have to come to that.

"When will you tell Harry?" Aurora asks

"I have no idea when's the best time to tell someone that your pregnant when you don't even know if they want kids." I say drying my eyes from the left over watermarks that my mini meltdown session left stained on my cheeks.

Perrie and Aurora look at each other exchanging looks "Yesterday." They both say in unison I start to laugh but it's true.

"So does this change your plans of sending you sister home and moving?" Perrie asks the question I was hoping I wouldn't be asked.

"I have no clue I know I still want to move but I don't know if its better to have my sister with me or back with my mom." I say and mean it just a day ago I was more than sure that I wanted her gone and safe but now I honestly don't know what I want.

"It's always good to have family around." Perrie says Aurora agreeing. I chuckle at her statement I said the same thing to Harry after seeing his mom and sister.

"The one thing I am certain about is that we need to move especially now that I'm pregnant Ashton can not find out about this baby." I say

I hear the front door open and the loud chit chatting of Aubrey and all the boys .I start to get nervous what if they can see that I'm pregnant I feel my stomach getting queasy I know I'm about to vomit I run to the bathroom and I reach the toilet in just enough time.

Aurora holds my hair back while Perrie runs down stairs to distract Harry long enough so I can get my self to stop throwing up damn morning sickness sucks.

I wash out my mouth and put some tooth paste in I don't want to small like vomit. "Payson is everything okay?" Harry asks as he barges into the room Aurora and I walking out of the bathroom at the perfect moment.

"Yes I was just getting Aurora a tampon." I say and the look on Harry's face looks like he shouldn't of asked.

"Harry I changed my mind about sending Aubrey back to my moms I was just over reacting." I explain

I just made my decision about Aubrey in the last second she is the only blood family I have and I want her to be in my baby's life I just won't tell Harry that's reason I changed my mind not yet at least.

"You sure you were set on sending her home last night." He says stepping closer to me lingering his lips above mine. I look over to see if Aurora is still her and she's not I didn't even notice her leave the room.