Obsession

Chapter 42

"Will you marry me?" Harry's voice plays in my head. His emerald eyes piercing into me.

Every bone in my body tells me to say yes to marry Harry. I love him so much and when I thought he died I nearly died my self so now that he is here with me sitting in front of me proposing marriage I would be crazy to say no.

"Yes!" I throw my arms around his neck and pull him in for a tight embrace. I am aware that I'm crying even though I promised I wouldn't cry over Harry when I thought he was dead but its different now he is alive and these are tears of joy.

"I love you so much."

"I love you more." Harry whisper in my hair.

It's crazy to think that less than a few hours ago I was at a doctors appointment with out Harry finding out the sex of are baby and now he is here and proposing marriage. Even crazier that I said yes.

I pull away from are hug before I get to consumed in Harry I need answers now.

"Harry I need to know what happened."

"Okay I will tell you everything." He runs his hands through his messy hair. A little habit of his that I love so much.

"Start from the very beginning."

"Okay."

Harry's POV

"So the whole plan to kill Ashton became in motion right around the time he found you and Perrie at the diner. I was tired of the fact that you had to live in fear and to be honest I just wanted you to have a close to perfect life." He says he takes a minute and looks at me to make sure I'm understanding. I nod for him to continue.

"You have been through so much from Aubrey getting abducted, me abusing you the first time we meet and kinda keeping you hostage to you actually falling in love with me and than Ashton switching you're sister for you. I just wanted you to have a normal life with out all of the fucked up shit Ashton puts you through."

"Harry my life will never be normal."

"I know that but I wanted to at least take Ashton out of the picture. That's why I planned to go to the wear house and kill him."

"And you didn't think at all during this time that maybe you should tell me you were planning on killing my rapist stalker to end the weird obsession he has on me?" Her voice gets louder but I can see her fighting the urge to scream at me.

"I didn't want you to worry about the possibility of me getting hurt and you having to deal with it." I say honestly.

"Well that idea was shot to hell because I thought you died. Everyone said you were dead and I had no idea what they were talking about all I knew was that you snuck over had sex with me and than left and I didn't get a phone call from you. Then Perrie comes to your moms house and tells me you died." She is now full on crying and they aren't like the tears of joy from moments earlier.

These tears are filled with pain and grief.

"Do you know how it felt when I found out you had died? It felt like all of my walls fell down like someone punched me in my stomach a thousand times. And to be truthful I hated you. I hated that you left me that you were gone. I hated that I would never be in your arms ever again or hear or beautiful voice." Payson reaches up and cups my face. Her hand cool against my burning skin.

"Most of all I hated the fact that while you were supposedly dying I was mad that you had sex with me and than left me like I was some kind of hooker. I was mad because I wish that, that was my only problem but no you 'died' and I felt horrible."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean for it to go that way I promise." I grab her hand from my cheek and kiss her palm.

"Tell me how the rest goes then."

"Okay." I need to tell her even if the details are glory she deserve to know especially after all I put here through.

(Hey guys sorry I haven't posted in a while. I will try to update more often but I'm starting school soon and I'm going to be swamped. But I promise I will try as hard as I can to update faster.)