Obsession

House arrest

Songs of the Chapter

•The Fray Over my head

•OneDirection You and I

•One Direction Teenage dirtbag

Payson's POV

It's been a month since I've told everyone the news and I'm so relieved to have everything off my chest it's like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

The only bad thing about everyone knowing I'm pregnant is that they have gotten stricter I haven't left the house since I told them I was pregnant. Perrie and I are the only ones home right now and I'm trying to convince her to take me to lunch.

"Perrie my baby wants pizza." I say pulling the baby card.

"We aren't suppose to leave the house we don't want Ashton to find out your pregnant remember." She says flipping through her magazine.

"You are gonna let your baby niece starve that's not very Auntie like." I say I will use any card I have if it gets me out of this house and gets me some pizza.

"Fine but get dressed I'm not taking you out in your pajamas." She states

I jump of my bed and walk to my closet I grab a pair of jeans and pull them up when I try to button them they won't close. "Perrie my pants won't button." I say showing her as I walk out of my closet.

"Yay your beginning to show this is a good thing." She says excited.

"I didn't think I would start showing this early," I say and mean it.

"Your almost four months so your good." She says

I walk back into my closet and put on my yoga pants and a seawater. I want to hide my stomach to the best I can. Ashton always has people watching and I don't want anyone to know I'm with child I will protect my baby with my life.

Perrie and I walk out the front door to the car I am so excited to get pizza. I wish Harry could be here but he is looking at things for are house with the boys I love that he is taking everything so serious but I have these days where I just want to sleep all day with him and cuddle.

"Are you and Zayn still trying to have a baby?" I ask Perrie.

"Yeah we haven't got lucky yet but we are still trying." She says it sucks that she hasn't gotten pregnant yet I know how much she wants to have a baby.

"I read somewhere that after you have sex you should put your feet above your head to help the sperm swim faster." I tell her.

"I don't think that's the problem Zayn's sperm are great swimmers and we do this thing to better are chances for conceiving." She says

"Okay serious question how good is Zayn in bed?" I ask trying to change the subject from baby's.

"He is a definite ten in bed." She sys making me laugh.

Perrie pulls into the pizza parking lot and I'm out of that car faster than you would think a pregnant woman could. Perrie follows behind me trying to catch up to me.

We order a large meat pizza and take a number and seat at a booth. I take out my phone and check it I decide to text Harry and tell him Perrie and I went to pizza so if he goes home he won't worry.

A lady drops off are pizza and I grab two pieces of pizza and put it on my plate. All of a sudden I feel some one slide in next to me. When I turn to look who it is Ashton is sitting next to me I try to scurry into the wall just to get away from him.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I ask frantic.

"You just disappeared I so when my guys saw you I decide to give you a little surprise." He says I look up at Perrie and she looks mortified one of Ashton's guys is locking her in the both as well.

"You don't need to keep tabs on me I'm not your property you don't own me." I say I sound confident but I feel my heart beating fast in my chest.

"Calm down Payson I'm not here to take you at least not yet." He says giving me a disturbing smirk that sends a shiver down my spine.

"Then what are you doing here? This creepy infatuation you have with me is disturbing." I harshly ask.

"I was just checking in we will leave you to your lunch now." He says getting out of the booth.

I let out a breath that I didn't realize I was holding I feel so stressed this can't be good for my baby. I feel my throat choking up, tears are trying to prick at my eyes. I try to hold back my tears but I can't they slip from eyes tears running down my face.

"Don't cry Pay he is gone now you are safe." She says trying to comfort me.

"No I'm not they know where I am every moment of the day that's not safe." I say sobbing.

Perrie gets up and gets a box for are pizza. She walks me to the car holding on to me I'm a mess I should of listened and never left that house.

Perrie takes my phone and calls some one I'm guessing Harry but at this moment I have no idea my brain is shut off.

"Harry you need to come home now Payson and I are on are way home and she needs you." Perrie says through the phone.

I'm so thankful that Perrie knows what I need with out me needing to tell her. The car ride home is filled with me sobbing and Perrie trying to calm me down.

We pull up into the drive way, Harry is already waiting in the drive way for me. He walks around to my door and helps me out of the car he starts to ask me why I'm upset but I can't respond so Perrie does it for me.

"Ashton found us and scared us a bit." She tells Harry.

"This I why I said to not fucking leave this house." He says aggravated.

"You can't just lock her in this house for nine months." Perrie says and I'm surprised she is standing her ground.

"I will if it means that she is safe." Harry says walking away from Perrie.

Harry walks me up to are room and lays me on the bed. I know I shouldn't let Ashton get to me like this but I can't stand that he is always watching me that he always has this hold over my life. Harry lays down next me wrapping his arms around me to comfort me.

I sob into his chest but after five minutes of him soothing and rubbing small circles on my back I calm down and began to stop crying.

"Pay are you okay?" Harry asks me.

"No Ashton will always now where I am, am I just suppose to live in hiding my life no I'm sorry to say but that's not living." I state.

"Pay I promise you I will make it so your safe that you can feel safe leaving the house and not worry about someone watching you or are baby." He says and I wish I could believe him but some how Ashton always wins.