Hurt...(Jacob Perez love story)

When you love somebody

::Charlene POV:: 

I slowly opened my eyes one at a time. I looked to see the room I was in last night. I actually thought it was all a dream. Did I really just tell him everything? Did he really just say he loved me? I felt small swift kisses on my shoulder. "Good Morning, gorgeous" a deep groggy voice said. It was Jaden. I didn't answer him. I could still feel his arm around my waist. You'd think the boy would let go. I slowly sat up and rubbed my eyes. My body was really sore. "How did you sleep?" he asked sitting up. "Fine." i said simply while rubbing my left arms with my right hand. I could feel him staring at me. It was more of a blank stare. I turned to look at him. "What?" I asked with my voice still groggy. "Your just so.....beautiful" he said looking me in the eyes. Do they not know that your not suppose to lie? Like dam*. I ignored him and got out of the bed. "what time is it?" I asked rubbing my forehead. "About 10 a.m" he said. I nodded. He came up and walked to me. He wrapped his arms around me. I winced. My body hurts so bad right now. He stopped and looked at me. "Am I hurting you?" he asked softly. "Mmmhhmm" I said lowly. He let go of me. " I'm sorry" he said. He kissed my nose softly. I smiled a little at how nice he was being. "Um, I think that I should get home." I said while brushing my hair back with my fingers. "Ok, well how about you go take a shower and stuff and I'll make breakfast" he said. I'm not eating. No way. "I'm not very hungry." I said lying and looking away. "Are you sure?" he said trying look at me. "Yea" I said simply. I knew he didn't believe me. Am I that bad o a liar? "Charlene listen to me. I know that I'm not someone you can trust right now and I understand that but don't shut me out. I just wanna help" he said bring me closer to him. He took both my hands and kissed them. Maybe Jaden and HIM were planning how to win me over because they sound too much alike.  I ignored what he said but still nodded to make it seem like I was listening. "So your still not hungry?" he asked looking me in the eyes. "No. I'm fine" I said sternly. He took a deep breath. "Alright" he said. I ran my fingers through my hair again and began to walk to the bathroom. "I love you" I heard him say. I stop him in my tracks and turned around. I don't know what to say to him. I don't love him like that. I think he's really sweet and caring but....no. I don't want hurt his feelings so I just smiled. He smiled back. Soon I went into the bathroom. I took my shower and did all my usual routine. Small amounts of blood were still coming from my body. I went out of the bathroom and still had a towel wrapped around me. Jaden was in there. Once he saw me he looked at me up and down and licked his lips. I was blushing a little bit. "Uh w-what should I wear?" I asked a little embarrassed. Without breaking his gaze at me he handed me sweat pants, t-shirt and boxers. "Thank you" I said shyly. "Anything for you" he said smiling. I did a small smile back as I went back to the bathroom. I got dressed and went back out. I looked around the room and he was gone. I saw the clothes that he was wearing on the bed. I shrugged a little and sat back on the bed. I admired everything in the room. I laid down and put my arm over my eyes. So many things ran through my mind. I have no doubt in my mind that HE will try to talk me into forgiving him again. This time it's not working. I'm not gonna let him play with my emotions. Especially after he put his hands on me. No. No way. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. I took my arm away from my face and looked up. I saw....Jaden....dripping wet....in nothing....but a towel. Now I think it's time to dig my grave. My eyes expanded in shock. He still had steam coming from his body. I was speechless. He laughed at me. "Is there something you wanna say" he asked smirking. "God. Bless. You" I said still staring. Stop it Charlene! Get a hold of yourself! He laughed even harder. I covered my face in embarrassment. "Don't be embarrassed." he said walking closer. I shook my head while still keeping my hands over my face. He pulled them off and looked me in the eyes. "I feel the exact same way about you" he whispered. My heart stopped. He leaned in and kissed me. He was still holding my arms so I couldn't fight him off. I liked it but it didn't feel right. He softly pushed me down on the bed. May I remind you that he still only had his towel on and was still wet. He let my wrist go and let his hands travel down my body while kissing me. He kissed down my jawline towards my neck. I can't keep doing this. I don't wanna lead him on. I put my hands on his beautiful broad shoulders and stopped him. I looked at his face. He looked a little hurt. "What's wrong?" he asked trying to kiss me again. I sat up. "Nothing, Jaden. Like I said it's just I'm not ready. I hope you understand." I said. He breathed heavily. "I'll wait for you" he said pushing my hair behind my ear. I smiled a little. I find it adorable how he's acting. I like him but I don't think I LOVE him. I can only imagine what HE will have to say about this. Again, why. do I care. He slept with Briana so it doesn't matter. I honestly wanted to be his first though. Oh well.....it's life. "How about I get my close on and we can get you home" he whispered into my ear while rubbing my shoulders. He's so touchy. It gave me goosebumps. "Ok" I said. He got up and went to the other room. I took a deep breath and layed myself on the bed a little. "Why me?!" I said out loud. After a peaceful silence I heard my phone ring. I waited and let it ring for a little while. I groaned and slowly got up and walked up to my it. I looked at the caller i.d and immediately felt myself get angry. It was HIM. I felt tears automatically run down my cheeks. I sent it straight to voice mail. I looked at my phone and saw 54 missed calls from HIM. What does he want?! I saw he left me about 10 voice mails . I wanted to listen to them but I didn't at the same time. I kept fighting myself while staring at my phone. I decided to just listen to just one. I put the phone to ear and waited.