Hiding the hurt;
Hiding the pain.
Hiding the tears;
That fall like rain.
Saying "I'm fine";
When I'm anything but.
This ache inside my soul;
Rips at my gut.
My skin is on fire;
I burn from within.
The calm on my face;
Is an ongoing sin.
The world must stay out;
I've built up a wall.
My fragile lie will collapse;
Should it ever fall.
Loneliness consumes me;
It eats away the years.
Until my life is swallowed;
By unending fears.
Waiting for someone to see;
I wear my mask.
And care enough to remove it;
Is that too much to ask?
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16 Years of Confessions
PoetryExperience life through the eyes of a 16 year old girl trying to find herself as she struggles with depression, abuse, fake friends, the past coming back to haunt her, and misery. Through it all though, she finally gets a dose of love from a guy and...