Pained Feelings and Love

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Trigger Warning: Swearing, Arguing, Physical Fighting

John's POV


I wiped the tears from my cheeks as I sat on the couch. I called and texted Laf, but he didn't answer. I called Herc, he immediately declined, but he's at a meeting.


I growled softly under my breath. 'SHE doesn't deserve him.' I thought. She hasn't loved him since the start of college. I have! She just met him. 'I will get him back. I will' I thought. I sniffled once more.


I stood up angrily and grabbed the keys, my blood boiling. My body felt as hot as an iron as I stomped out.


Alex's POV


I hugged Eliza tightly. She squeaked playfully. "Careful, might squish the babyyyy." She teased with a small laugh. I smiled at her. "I still can't believe it!" I laughed.


"I stared at it for a whole hour before I texted you." She told me. I laughed. 'I'm so lucky to be with her.' I thought.


"So, how was your little playdate with John?" She asked me. I blushed slightly, remembering what I did and how I betrayed her. "Awful, actually. He confessed he loved me." I admitted.


Eliza gasped in horror and put her hand on her stomach.  "I-You don't love him do you?..... I should have known...you've known him so much longer than me and I just-"


Fear made me shiver. 'What if I lose her?' I thought. She had tears in her eyes as she spoke. "No, I don't love him! I told him so, too...But..." I began, remembering the kiss.


"But what?!? You don't love me?" She snapped, tears running down her cheeks at this point. "Of course I love you! With all my heart, Eliza." I said.


"Then what?" Eliza asked with a sigh. "I kissed him." I admitted quietly. She growled, slamming her phone down on the table. "You do love him!" She yelled, grabbing her things. "No, I don't!" I screamed after her, tears stinging my eyes.


John's POV


I knocked on the door as loud as possible. Eliza opened the door and all the rage inside of me boiled up. "You bitch!" I yelled as loud as I could, punching her in the face. She gasped in pain, that's when I saw Alex and all my anger drained away into guilt.


'What was I thinking?'


'Why did I do this?'


Alex's face was so shocked, and so upset and sad. 'Is he sad about leaving me?' A hopeful thought came into my head.


Alex lunged at me, punching me in the face. But time seemed to slow, and it all felt like a childhood video was being played on a projector in front of me. I didn't feel it. I couldn't feel anything at all. Then it went black.





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