I tried to carry on

Heat of the moment

"Im going to shot him in the face when I see him" Sam says "ever sense mystery spot, he has been on my bad side."

"That won't work, he'll have his grace." I say.

"Then I'll stab him in the face, with an angel blade." Sam says.

"Ugh" I wink.

"What?" Sam asks.

"Do you not realize that I brought him back?" I spit.

"Why?" Sam asks.

Dean kicks Sam under the table.

"He is my big brother. Believe it or not, after dad left, before Gabe left, he pretty much the only parental figure I had. God was gone and I didn't have a mother. I was a the gay little angel reject. You have no idea what it was like. Years of getting pushed around because I was a little queer. Several times, I was beaten half to death. Then, one day, I was left to die by several of my siblings, and Gabriel showed up and healed me, he took me under his wings. Nobody fucked with me after that. They learned to live with me. Gabriel was a great, great brother. Yes, he is a dick, but he's my brother. You will not stab him in the face, Sam. Understand?" I say in a low but argumentative voice.

"Im sorry, Cas, I'll try to get along with him, I didn't know that they did that to you." Sam says with an apologetic tone.

"It's okay, I guess" I say.

Dean grabs my hand and plays with my fingers for awhile before we leave. His green eyes foggy with tears. He surely was emotional about the story.

When we do leave, we go across the street to the truck stop, to get stuff for the ride home. I get a water and a bag of apple rings. Sam walks over with a monster and a banana. Dean walks over with three coke's, two bags of chips, four chocolate bars and, of course, a packaged slice of pie. "Get enough there?" I ask sarcastically. He shrugs and grabs a bag of beef jerky. I sigh and say "Come on Dean."

Once outside, I beeline to the to the impala. And wait for Dean to finish pumping gas. Sam gets down first, he waves goodbye, and gets on the road.

When Dean gets in the car, he doesn't turn it on. He just sits there. "Cas did there really beat you? You're siblings?" He asks.

"Yes" I say.

"I swear. Self righteous bastards can't see the beautiful thing if it slapped them in the fucking face. It pisses me off." Dean sighs.

"Dean..." I start to say.

"Don't fucking listen to them. Cassy, I don't give a fuck that you have a dick. I don't care that you're a dude. I just love you. If thet can't see that you are amazing and wonderful then you don't even need to know them." He says.

I love closer to him and wrap myself around his waist. I kiss his cheek and whisper in his ear "I love you too."

He smiles and starts the engine. But before we pull off, I jump inn the backseat to take a nap. Dean turns down the music so I can sleep, but I can still hear it.

I fall asleep to the faint sound of Metallica.

When I wake up, Dean isn't in the car. Then hear the car door open. Dean throws himself in the car and slams the door. "4 bucks for one gallon of gas, I swear" he growns. I sit up and kiss the below his jaw.

"Hey, Cassy, did I wake you?" He says in a sweet tune.

"Nope, I woke up right before you got in the car" I say "Im getting in the front real fast"

I jump our if the car and into the front seat.

"How far away from home are we?" I ask.

"About an hour" he says "want to get some food?"

Hunger hits when he asks and I say "Sure. How long did I sleep?"

"About 4 hours" he says as he drives off "lets go get some grub"

"Sounds like a plan" I say.

Sam meets up with us at the dinner. He sits down at the other side of the booth then Dean and me. Still trying to get used to the idea of me and his brother, no doubt.

Dean hasn't let me out of his sight longer than the ten minutes he used to shower. He was know rubbing my arm. He just got me back, he's scared I'll leave him again.

Sam looks across the table at us. His eyes where the same as Dean's but Dean's are somehow different. Dean's doesnt look at you, they look into you

Yes, they have the same the same eyes, but you would never think they were brothers. Sam, had his mothers nose, and face structure with his dads hair color. Dean had his mothers hair color and his fathers nose and face structure. Sam is several inches taller than Dean and he knows it, and won't let Dean forget it. They're both very handsome and buff.

"How was the nap? " Sam asks.

"Good, I guess" I say, stretching "My back hurts though."

"I think we have so ibuprofen in the car, if you need some" says Dean.

"Okay I'll get it later" I say.

We eat and small talk until we leave.

We gas up and start down the road again.

Half a hour later, Im resting my head on Dean's shoulder and he's humming Metallica. I look up at him and smile "I like when you hum" I say.

He laughs "Oh yeah?" he asks.

"Yeah" I say and kiss his jaw. He grabs me and pulls me halfway on his lap. "Dean you're driving.

"Don't worry about it" he smiles and kisses me softly.

I jump off his lap and say "l really wouldn't want to die on the same day I was reborn."

He laughs and says "I know what you mean"

I sit against the passenger side door with my feet in Dean's lap.

"You know how when you got back from purgatory?" he asks.

"Yeah" I say.

"When you left the bathroom all shaved and shit" he says.

"Yeah" I say.

"I had a total boner" he says, laughing.

"For fucking real?" I ask. "Over me?"

"Yeah" he says.

"That's when I knew that I was really gay for you" he says "I mean I've liked you sense I met you, but I final faced the fact that I was gay."

"I understand" I say.

"Cassy?" he asks.

"Yeah?" I ask.

"Do you love me?" he asks.

"Yes, Dean."I say.

"Do you want to be with me?" he asks.

"Sense the minute you were written as the Michael sword." I say.

"Awe" he blushes.

I lean forward and kiss him on he's cheek. When I pull back, he grabs me and kisses me on the lips.

"I love you" he sighs.

"I love you, too" I say.

The rest if the way home I sit against the passenger side door with my feet in Dean's lap.

We pull into the garage and park the car. Sam is standing by the door, that leads into the bunker.

"I think I hear something" he says as me and Dean love closer to him "I think... I think it's music"

He opens the door and music floods into the garage. 'Heat of the moment, heat of the moment, heat of the moment' "Hey there Cas" screams Gabe as he wraps his arms around me "I missed you, baby brother"