I tried to carry on

It's a nice day for a white wedding

 I start putting on my shirt until I hear the hotel door open. "Cassy?" Dean's soft voice says, popping his head in from behind the door.

 "Dean?" I reply.

 "Can I come in?" He asks, nerves getting to him, obviously.

 I smile and nod, he walks over and lays on my hotel bed, I walk over and lay beside him "How'd you sleep?" I ask, rubbing my face against his shoulder.

 "No well" he sighs, I crain my neck to look and him "Sammy with his traditional bullshit. I discovered that I can't sleep without my little prince with me. I heard your shower running and I knew you were up. I can't wait for you to be mine."

 He kisses my forehead and I push into the kiss. "What time is it? I ask.

 "2pm" he laughs "Im suprized that Sammy isn't busting down the door scream 'hurry up, we got to leave by 3:30 do we can make it to the barn on time'"

 "It pisses me off that he made us sleep in separate rooms" I sigh.

 "Well, I guess we couldn't have stopped it" he sighs.

 Sure enough, Sam runs into my room scream "Get dressed, we need to leave soon. Dean, seeing each other before the wedding is bad luck!!!"

 Dean starts to argue, but Sam gives him a look. He just sighs and kisses me, deeply, before leaving.

 I start getting ready when my phone starts ringing. I walk over and answer it. "Hello, Dean."

 "Babe, Im nervous." He sighs "I needed to hear your voice, it calms me down."

 "It'll be okay. After tonight the nerves will be gone and I'll be right there."

 "Come here, please" he pleads.

 I hang up and jump sideways into his hotel room. I walk over to him and kiss him deeply. "Im here. Don't worry. Everything will be fine." I whisper against his forehead.

 "I know, I just don't like being away from you." He sighs, voice shaking slightly.

 "I know, I don't either" I whisper "We have to get ready now."

 "Go get ready" he sighs.

 "I'll see you there, baby" I whisper.

 "See you later, angel" he smiles.

 I jump to my room and grab my clothes bag from the closet. Me and Dean went for old timey suits. I didn't get to see his outfit and he didn't see mine. Black pants and a black vest, light gray long sleeve dress shirt and a red tie. Once dressed, I gel my hair back, with a nice sixties swoop. By now it's 3:30. I pop my head out of the door and see Sam to someone in Dean's hotel room, no doubt, it was Dean. "Sam?" I ask.

 "One second, Cas. Dean, grab your hat and head to the car" Sam says, I hear a nervous okay, from Dean and footsteps heading to my door. "We're about to leave, Deans nervous but excited. Why'd you call me over?"

 "I just wanted to say that I was on my way. Tell Dean I love him, please." I smile.

 "I will, good luck today" he smiles.

 "Thanks" I smile, before jumping to the barn.

 As soon as I get there, Gabe pulls me into an embrace "Im so happy for you" he laughs.

 "Come on, Dean is about to be here and I need to hide before he gets here." I laugh.

 We run through the snow to the back of the barn, where there were several little rooms without doors.