She's not afraid

18. Too far away

*3 Days Later*

*Jessie's P.O.V*

"Ew Niall...." I said as I pulled an old corn dog out from under Niall's pile of clothes. I threw the corn dog behind me for no absolute reason. The boys are going on their WWA tour in 3 days and so Im helping Niall pack. But....he's not here. Him and the boys have a big interview about leaving for the tour and then they have a photo shoot. so it's just me, myself and I, stuffing pairs of boxers and old T-shirts in Niall's suitcase.

"Finally!!!" I let out an exhausted sigh as I zipped up his suitcase. Finally done. Niall would kill me if he found out that I packed it for him. He doesn't want me to have to do that for him.

Niall is going to be gone for 8 months. Without me. I'm going to miss him so fucking much. I don't know if he will want a long distance relationship. I'm positive that he will see way prettier girls than me and he might want to date them instead. I hope that doesn't happen.

"Honeyyyyy I'm homeeeee" Niall yelled through the house with his heart warming laugh following after his outburst.

"Up here!" I said from our upstairs bedroom.

Niall came walking up the stairs and through the door. He had a huge smile across his face.

"What's so funny?" I asked.

"Ohhhhh nothing, nothing"

"Niall, what is it" I told him with a straight face. But my smile grew as he smiled.

"OKAY. I CAN'T KEEP IT IN ANY LONGER!'" He yelled.

"YOUR COMING WITH US ON TOUR!!!" He started jumping up and down like a little kid.

"No...." I replied.

Niall looked hurt and his smile faded.

"No........way! Of course ill go!!!" I said and stood up and hugged Niall tightly.

His smile returned. "You were just trying to make me cry" Niall joked.

"Carma sucks. That's what u get for teasing me" I winked as I bit my lip.

Niall coughed and then smiled.

"You packed my suite case!?"

"Jessie I thought I told y..."

"Nope, shhhhhh, shush, I don't wanna hear it. Nope, shhhh" I cut him off as I put my finger on his lips, telling him to be quiet. Then I put my hand over his mouth and he started laughing.

"I did it because I wanted to" I said, my hand still over his mouth. He laughed and grabbed my hand and then kissed my palm. He then leaned in and slowly kissed me.

"That's a better way to get me to shut up" he said as he stopped kissing me.

"I..love you" Niall whispered in my ear.

"I love you too" I said to Niall.

"HEY HOE!?!?!?" Eleanor yelled from down stairs.

"HEY BITCH!?!?" I yelled back to her.

Don't worry this name calling isn't literal. We're playing around. Just sayin.

Eleanor came walking through the bedroom door.

"Hey do you know that you have a corn dog at the bottom of your stairs?" She said as she took a seat on mine and Niall's bed.

"Niall.........." I said. And glared at him. He gave me a nervous, guilty look.

"You found my corn dog?" He asked me embarrassed. I shook my head yes and he turned his head away.

"Did Niall tell you!?" El asked.