She's not afraid

26. Just a sickness

*Niall's P.O.V*

My love has cancer.

My one and only love has cancer. Yes me and Jessie have only been dating for 4 months but it feels like forever since I asked her to be mine.

It's been 2 months since Jessie told us about her lung cancer. She has an estimated time of 3 months to still be able to breath and talk and see the sunlight. Until she has to leave me and go visit her family. I have not left her side ever since she's told me that.

Louis and me took it the hardest. And Zayn of course. Louis hasn't really eaten that much but he still pretends to be okay for Jessie's sake. Hell we all are. Eleanor and Danielle have been spending as much girl time with Jess as possible and the boys try to include her in as much stuff as possible.

She's getting worse. She's still the same

Jessie and she can still do the same things as us but she can't do as much activities as before and every once in a while she throws up. She's lost her apatite tremendously and the doctor gave her some pills to help her gain weight in order to make up for the weight she's lost from not eating and all the vomiting.

"Are you ready love?" I asked Jessie as I helped her reach her phone on the top shelf of the dresser. I suppose Harry or Zayn placed it there.

"Yeah, can you please zip me up?" She asked and I helped her zip up her dress while she held her hair up so it doesn't get stuck in the tiny zipper.

I kissed her shoulder after zipping up her beautiful dress and I then placed a soft kiss on her lips.

Jessie slipped on her flats and grabbed my hand as we made our way down the stairs.

We're taking the girls to our last concert in Australia and then back to America to do a couple more shows and then to Ireland. All of the traveling is getting to Jessie and I don't think she can do much more.

The rest of the lads already left for sound check before the concert but I stayed behind to help Jess get ready. I'm just afraid that one wrong move and she will shatter into a thousand pieces.

I walked with Jessie to the car and opened her passenger door for her and closing it for her once she sat inside. I ran around to the drivers seat and hopped inside. I made sure her seat belt was buckled and then started driving to the stadium.

I grabbed Jessie's hand with mine and gently rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb. I love her so much. I love everything about her. Her eyes, her smile, every freckle, every dimple. The way she walks. The way she laughs. Everything. I looked over at her and gave her a smile.

"You look stunning" I complimented her and she blushed.

"Thanks" she said.

I find it cute how even after half of a year she still blushes and becomes shy when I compliment her.

After about 10 minutes of driving we arrived at the stadium and drove to the back of the building where Paul was waiting for us.

He quickly helped us rush inside before we got mobbed.

The stadium was huge and after 2 hours of going over the songs, fans started to crowd in and the lights shut off around us. The show was about to start. Me, Liam, Harry, Zayn and Louis all ran on stage and said a few thank you's before getting ready to perform. Louis was searching the crowd desperately for Jessie. He really is worried about her. We all are.

So were the rest of the boys. We were all looking for her.

The last time she came to one of our concerts she received loads of hate and wouldn't come out of the bathroom for an hour.