I Found You

I am Frozen

I woke up the next morning with tear stained cheeks. I stood up and made my way to my bathroom and started the water. I got into the shower and tried to stop crying, I'm a mess. I turned off the water and dried myself off. I put on a dark green and purple hoodie and some black leggings. I looked in the mirror and started brushing my hair. I twisted it into a bun and took a deep breath. I put on my makeup and looked at myself in the mirror. "It's the last day of school" I mutter to myself. "You just have to make it through one day." I straighten my back and grab my phone. I scroll through all the notifications mostly from my friends asking where I was. I send a quick text to the group chat that I would tell them later and left my bedroom. I knocked lightly on Anna's door "Anna are you coming to school" I call softly through the door. Silence was the only answer. I sigh and walk downstairs grabbing an apple before leaving to wait for the bus.

The bus ride to school was eerily quiet, I guess the news of my parents death had spread throughout the little town. At school there was a constant flow of apologise and people asking if I was okay. I would just nod and quietly thank them. The day seemed to drag on, it felt like it would never end. Finally the last bell of the day rang and I said my goodbyes to my friends and told them that I was going to get my driver to drive me home. "Okay, but we have to hangout sometime over Christmas break, okay?" Punzie said giving me a sad look. I just nodded.

At home I made some sandwiches and brought one up for my sister she took it and said thank you before emerging back into her room. With that I went to my room and closed the door. Why was this so hard? I had barely made it through the day and being reminded of it every time I turned around didn't help much. I looked at the sandwich I had made but I wasn't hungry, I haven't been all day. I was so angry they know about me and my powers, how could they leave me like this. I could barely control them when they were here. How was I supposed to control them when they weren't here. "Ugh" I cry slamming my hands down on the ground next to me. Ice shot from my fingers and coated my room in layers of jagged ice all going away from me. Anger flooded through me, what's wrong with me?

I didn't leave my room after that, Anna had started to get better after the funeral I guess she just needed a change to say goodbye. But I didn't get better. I started to lose more and more control over my powers as time went on. Maids delivered all my meals but I almost never finished them. Anna knocked on my door daily but I never answered her, she didn't need to see me like this, and my powers she had no idea about them, not since I struck her head. To help with the pain I started to write poetry and it made me feel a little better but I wasn't that good, so whatever I guess. My friends called me everyday but I mostly ignored them, or make excuses, like I was too busy dealing with my parents business, when I graduate it will become mine so it wasn't exactly a lie. I just couldn't deal with them seeing me and they don't know about my powers, I would just scare them away.

Christmas was tomorrow, Anna had decorated the house, like she does every year. I had presents for my friends but I'm not sure I could get them to them, not without freezing everything anyways. Sighing I pull out my journal and flip through the pages or endless poems, nothing happy is there anymore. I find a blank page and begin writing, letting my thoughts run free, there is no limit to what can be said.

I walk on a path deep in a forest and the noise of loneliness fills my head.

I think of all my friends and family that are long since dead.

I listen to the wind blow through the trees, on my face I can feel the warm summer breeze.

My breath deepens and my heart slows as I fall to my knees.

I hear their voices loud, I hear their voices clear.

I can see their faces through every tear.

Be silent with me.

I realize I am alone and there is no one with me.

Is this I wonder, how my whole life will be?

I have people I call friends; but how many will be there till the end?

When death comes knocking at my door; will there be someone there I can call my friend?

I can feel the blood flowing through my veins.

I can hear a loud thunder in my head accompanying sharp pains.

Be silent with me.

Where am I? There is nothing here I recognize.

Trees begin to blend with bushes, I can not trust my eyes.

I am feeling a sense of loneliness like never before.

I wish I had someone to talk to, as I clutch the forest floor.

I find myself wanting to tell someone of all the things I feel.

How the only thing I ever wanted was a friend that was real.

I never thought it was too much to ask for, someone to treat me the way I treat them.

So many people have a warped understanding of the meaning of friend.

I can hear the sweat pour from every pore of my being.

I can hear everything, even the most distant birds singing.

Be silent with me.

I feel my thoughts slow as if I were on the edge of sleep.

I struggle to make sense of these feelings that are running so deep.

I roll onto my back and look up at the sky.

Today I think, is a beautiful day to die.

A random thought I can not explain.

Is it I wonder, because I feel no more pain?

I no longer hear the faint sound of my heart beat.

Then I hear the sound of my father's voice saying, come, be silent with me!

I blink back tears and feel my hands start to get cold. I drop my frozen pen, angry. Everything I touch freezes, everything I am is frozen. I am Frozen.

Heyyyy It's Caileigh!! This isn't my poem I found it online. Please vote and comment!!! Thank you!! Bye Lovesss!!!