Survivors -Bellamy Blake-

2.2

"Are you okay?" I asked Bellamy checking his body to see if he got hurt at all.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Help me get him undressed?" he asked looking towards Lovejoy. I looked over at him and saw what I did. I killed him. I killed a man today. I shot him right in the head. I'm a killer.

"Bellamy, I-I killed him," I stuttered backing away from the man that was dripping blood from his forehead. Bellamy grabbed my elbow pulling me towards him.

"It's okay, you killed him to save me, you did good my love, you did good," he grabbed my face making me look at him as he said that.

"But he was innocent," I whispered as my lip quivered slightly.

"He was going to kill me," he reminded me making me look up from the ground back into his eyes. "You saved me, Tess, thank you," he said making me nod. He wiped my tears before pulling away. I didn't even realize I was crying.

"Maya, help me get him undressed," Bellamy ordered and she nodded following him to the dead corpse that lied on the ground. "We need to get rid of his body," Bellamy flipped him onto his back and they began to steal his clothes for Bellamy to wear. As they stripped him from his clothes I thought to myself. Bellamy was right, he was going to kill him and If I didn't kill him first he would have hurt Bellamy or worse. I could never forgive myself if something happened to him. It would have been my fault and I would lose my mind if something happened to him because of me. I saved him today. I'll do whatever it takes to save him a thousand more times to keep him alive. I looked up from the ground hearing Bellamy call my name.

"Tessa?" I looked over at Bellamy who was already dressed in the uniform. It fit him perfectly. He walked over to me and grabbed my hands.

"Are you sure you are okay?" he asked and I nodded before letting his hands go to grab the weapon belt that was lying on the floor. I turned him around putting it around his waist. I clipped it on and he faced towards me again. "As much as I want to be here with you, I need you to be safe. I can do this on my own," Bellamy said to me and I shook my head immediately.

"Bellamy, there is no way in hell I am ever leaving you again. I already did that once and I thought I lost you forever. I'm not making that mistake again. I hate to be selfish but I need you Bellamy. I'm not going to risk losing you again," I said looking into his dark eyes.

"Tess-"

"No Bellamy, I'm not leaving you," I ordered making him close his mouth.

"If something happens to you I don't know what I'm-"

"Nothing will," I added enclosing my hand around one of his large ones.

"I want to help you guys," Maya said walking towards us.

"Maya you don't have to. You've already helped us enough," I said making her shake her head.

"You guys don't know where you are going," she said making me pause.

"You can draw us a map," Bellamy said.

"No, I'm in," Maya said handing Bellamy the gun I shot the guy with.

"Okay. I need to get to the radio so I can contact Clarke. We heard Jasper's SOS,"

"I helped them set that up, I know where it is,"

"Bellamy..." he looked from Maya over to me slipping his gun into the carrier. "Our people are disappearing. Two so far. Monty and Harper, we thought they'd be in here but-" Bellamy cut me off hearing enough.

"I wanna see the others, now," Bellamy said looking at Maya again.

"The dorm's on the way to the radio," Maya said and he nodded beginning to walk away. Maya stopped him and ripped off the Lovejoy tag that was velcroed onto the vest.