"This is a beautiful bridge" he says
I nod in response " I know it's a Great place to ..." I cannot finish my sentence,my words linger in the air, " to commit suicide " he says finishing my sentence for me.
The car ride was quiet and awkward. Justin didn't speak he just stared out the window. We decided to spend the night at my house. I kept my eyes on the road. When we got to my house we got and went to my apartment. I got my keys out and opened the door. "Um...you can sleep in the guest bedroom" I motion to the left where it was located. "U Hun" he just says walking in that direction.
6:27 am I couldn't sleep last night every time I drifted off to sleep my mind wandered to him. From what I've witnessed I had this fear he would leave and go to the bridge wile I was sleeping. Call me paranoid but thats what I thought. I get up to go get some water, I pass by his room, the door was slightly open and I could see inside. Call me a stalker but I opened the door quietly and walked inside.
There he was laying on the bed shirtless, he was wearing his sweat pants and I couldn't help but look at how beautiful he was.
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I noticed all the tattoos he had , they were art on his body, I saw the tattoo sleeves I didn't notice before because his jacket was covering them up. I noticed the one on his neck , the cross on his chest, the eagle on his lower abs ( IK the picture above doesn't show the eagle but he does have one so I included it) I also noticed he girl he had on his wrist ,was that someone or just a symbol, the tattoo looked like it has been covered up.
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(For those that don't know this is the tattoo I'm talking about)
I must have stared to long because his eyes slowing opens and when he saw me there he looked back at me. " oh...um... I wanted to know if you were...hungry" I mentally slap myself " it's fine I'm not" his voice is so raspy. I nod and leave his room, that was awkward what is wrong with me, wait since when do I care what he thinks of me.
I decide to make breakfast and after I while he came in now wearing a shirt. His tattooed arms where still showing. " I like you tattoos" shit why did I say that. "Yea thanks" he says with no emotion. I drink my tea and I can see him doing the same. " I ...um" I couldn't find the words. He just stares at me then at the tea. " their really pretty.... I like the one on you wrist" I point at it. Suddenly his face hardens and I can see him gripping onto the tea cup tighter. "What is it" I'm hoping he'll give me the answer. " that's non of your business" I sigh this boy never had anything nice to say. " can you tell me about some of your tattoos" I ask shyly "sure which ones do you want to know about" finally he was speaking nicely "the eye on your arm" he looks over to it " it's my mothers eye" That's pretty interesting "do you have any" he asked " ye I do" I'm a bit hesitant " I have honeymoon and baby doll on my fingers" (IK Ariana has more Tatoos but for this book it's just these two) " that's cute " he says. I finally have the courage to ask him " Justin who's Reagan?"
Ooh Ariana asked about Reagan do you think Justin will answer or not...?
