if you love me | [p101]

chapter uno

I woke up completely sweaty. My sight was still blurry and my head ached. Slowly I realized that I dreamed bad again. My hands instantly reached out to my phone which almost fell off my bed. I unlocked it and turned airplane mode off. My messenger got spammed with messages of my manager asking me where I am. I threw the phone away and buried myself under the mass of pillows behind me. The day started bad and I wasn't in the mood to go and record.

My feet kept vibrating because my phone was right next to them. I didn't answer until that person called for the 5th time.

„WHAT?" i yelled.

„Is this how you talk to your manager? Get your stupid ass up and come to JYP record room 3. We have guests." she said and ended the call.

I rolled out of bed and changed into black jeans and an oversized black turtleneck. I pulled my hair into a ponytail and washed my face and brushed my teeth while listening to 'Dope'by Hyolyn.

My mood was so down that I went to JYP without makeup. I put a mask on my face and grabbed my bag. I was about to lock my apartment but lucky me forgot the keys in the apartment.

„Fuck you!" i yelled and kicked the door. ‚What a morning' i thought.

The weather was really bad today. I had to scratch the ice layers on my windows away.

My car was freezing and i had to wait 2 minutes to heat it up. While waiting I plugged my phone in and turned some music on. „the only good thing today will be the food" i said to myself and buckled myself up. The drive was boring as always. I saw many kids leaving school and parents waiting impatiently at the entrance. 'at least they have parents who care' i sighed.

JYP was filled with fans waiting. I guess for Got7 or Twice. I got out of the car and gave my keys to Mr. Kim who parks the cars away. The security came and guided me through the crowd. I was wrong. They came for me too. I wasn't really used to this much attention. 'you signed up for this. you should have been used to this since the beginning of your career'. A few girls next to me almost blinded me with their flashes. „Sori when is your comeback?" „Sori, do you date someone?" „Sori, why don't you make any fan signs?"

I heard them asking. I clearly heard them. But I somehow didn't want to answer them.

I speeded up and entered the building leaving the fans outside. I knew that I made them disappointed. The air conditioner heated me up within seconds and I prepared myself for that guest. I honestly didn't care who it was, i just wanted it to be quick. Yeah this was definitely not my day. Any other day would be filled with me passionately writing songs or interacting with my fans. I debuted a year ago but they said that I was a break out solo artist.

Record room 3 was right infront of me. I knocked and slowly opened the door expecting nobody important. But I was facing the one and only BoA from Produce 101.

I bowed and greeted her. Slightly wondering why she was here.

„We have a great offer for you to show more sides of you. Park Sori, do you want to be a judge and mentor for the boys of Produce 101?"

sorry for this short chapter but i think i'll upload small chapters but like 3 at once you know *wink wink*

uhm yeah i basically adore p101 and the boys will get their pov soon so no worries haha you'll get to know sori throughout the story. hum if u a have questions feel free to ask and oh don't forget my other book

annyeong