Invisible (Nash Grier FanFic)

Chapter 5

(Trinity's POV) 

    I woke up with the sun shining in my room and the birds chirping. I smiled and jumped out of bed. I put on a cute t-shirt and jeans along with a beanie and vans. Then i went to the restroom to straiten my hair. As i was straightening my hair i thought about Nash. I hope he is ok.I heard my alarm on my phone go off. which told me that i should be finished already and heading out the door, I am a very organized person. but i guess that's what happens when you have no family to wipe your ass for you every second of the day. I sighed and went super fast with straightening my hair i was on the last strand, and when i went to go put it under my sink it touched my thigh, and of course it was the day i wore jeans with the ripped holes in them and there was only one hole.  just my luck."OUCH" i screamed that hurt! of course it being that it was on 450 degrees! i didn't have time to put a band aid and stuff on it. so i just rushed out of the door to school. I am so gonna be late.

      I got there and rushed into my class room just in time for the bell to ring. Thank god. i rushed to my seat and started my boring day at school. yay me! hint the sarcasm, 

   It was finally lunch time. i was exited to see Nash, but then i remembered what queen bee said....and i really didn't want for her to make my life a living hell. so i went and hesitantly sat down with the girls. "i am so glad you came Trin! i thought we lost ya" one of the queen bees servants said. i just nodded. i then turned around to look for Nash...and i finally spotted him. He was by himself and was reading his book. but i guess he felt me staring and looked up at me. I mouthed 'i am sorry' he understood and he nodded with a sad smile and looked back  down at his book, i feel like a horrible person. "hey Bell can i go talk to Nash about the project it is due in three days and we haven't really worked on it" i asked. She then stared at me with a death glare "so what have you been doing with nash?" oh crap, if i tell her i've been helping him. She would kill me. "um, he has been busy with family problems." i said. like i didn't give a crap about him. Which is a total lie. "ya i know why his family is having problems.....its him!" the whole table started laughing. my blood was boiling with anger, but i couldn't say anything so i replied with a low chuckle laced with anger, "ok but good luck!" she said.

      i didn't reply i just ran to Nash's table. The whole school saw my movement once again, and went quite. you couldn't hear a pin drop. then queen bee stood up from her table and said,"Every one relax i gave her permission to sit with the stupid dork that no one cares about. its for a project now go back to what you were doing." wow i guess she told everyone about our little deal. i looked at nash and he looked on the verge of tears. "hey-" i started to say while rubbing his back,but he flinched away. "go." he said. i was confused, does he hate me? "what wh-" i started to ask. but i was interrupted once again, "I. said. GO." but this time he put together a voice i didn't even think anyone could hold. it had so much power and dominance. The whole cafeteria heard and looked at him like he was crazy. i started to shake so i got up and ran to the restroom. 

    I ran through the bathroom doors and went into a stall and cried while holding my knees to chest and shaking. I never meant to hurt him. I didn't want to hurt his feelings. But what mostly scared me was the fact that he had a voice that could hold so much power. and what he said kept playing over and over in my head. and it brought back the memories of that day. 

*FLASHBACK*

BOOM, BOOM the door shook with my dads kicking. i was in the corner crying and i had just called the police, "you little shit get out her now!" i jumped at his voice. 

"i am coming in there whether you like it or not." then the door broke open. and he grabbed me. and with the same voice that Nash used he said. "why. don't. you. just.die." he then handed me a razor. but then the cops came and grabbed my dad and took him away.

* END OF FLASHBACK*

i started to hyperventilate. i Then fell dizzy and then blackness took over me,

"is she going to be ok." i heard a voice say. "ya, you can stay here" then i heard a door close. "i am so sorry" the voice say again it sounded like...NASH!...my eyes flew open and i backed away from Nash, "i didn't mean to i am so sorry" he said with a tear running down his cheek. i started to shake once again. "its going to be ok" he then came and put his arms around me i flinched but i then gave in and cried in his arms. "it reminded me of my dad." i finally said. "your dad?" he asked while pulling me away from the warmth of his chest.and looking straight into my eyes. i told him the story and what happened. "i-i am so sorry....i didn't mean to! i am so stupid." he then got up and threw his books on the floor and leaned his back against the wall and slid down. i got up and sat next to him. i grabbed the sides of his face gently and said. "its ok." i said over and over trying to calm him down but i could see the madness in his eyes and i hugged him and he put his head into the crook of my neck and my head was on his chest listening to his heart beat.we were like that for a while, the bell then rang and before we knew it. it was the end of school and we said our goodbyes and walked our separate ways. i opened the front door to my house and threw my books on the table. my burn was killing me! and i couldn't reach it through rolling up my jeans so i had to take them off.Then i looked where i burnt myself it was on the top of my thigh. and when i did. i saw the things that still haunt me today. just by looking at them i felt my sadness rush over me once again. i felt the pain. i felt my head hurting from the memories. i felt weak, stupid, unloved........and what reminded me and made me feel this way.......my scars. 

Sorry if there are any mistakes i typed this really fast