Invisible (Nash Grier FanFic)

Chapter 10

Continued 

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Trin's POV

I looked straight into Nash's eyes, and saw his face soften. "Trin you mean everything to me, but we can't be together or anywhere near each other." Tears were running down my cheeks. "Nash it's o-" i started to say, "No its not Trin! You get hurt!" he yelled "I don't care! I have no one except you!" i yelled back, and then whispered, "you are all I have,"  I looked up to see Nash fighting off tears. "i will find a way for us, just please stay away from me." he said with his voice cracking. But before i knew it, he was gone. Nash was gone, I sat there starring at the wall trying to comprehend with what just happened, I then walked out of his house with nothing but tears in my eyes and a hole in my heart.

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Its been a whole week without seeing Nash.  I have tired to call him and text him, but he would never respond or call back. Every second of the day i felt like doing nothing but cry my eyes out. I left everything for him, and now i am the one left without anything, except bruises on my legs and arms from Chad. 

I felt my blood boiling, i felt my heart breaking, and i had to do something about it. I ran over to my box under my bed to pull out my old diary....but something caught my eye in the light....i sharp sliver knife. 

My body trembled but mind was set on it. and before i knew it i found myself near my bathtub, with nothing but blood and tears.

I cleaned up and i went to bed, dreading tomorrow. 

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I woke up with an aching wrist. But i soon realized what happened the night before. I then instantly went into depression mode. However, the day must go on. I sighed and jumped up to go get dressed. 

I put on a loose black and gray sweater with white tights, and black UGG boots , I then curled my brown silky hair, and put on just the right amount of make up. I looked at my self in the mirror and damn did i look good! Not to shabby Trin, not to shabby. I then walked to the dresser to put on my Black beanie and headed out the door.

But suddenly i wish i would have put on waterproof mascara. ..

I got to the school but all i saw was a huge crowd of girls out in front. I ran wanting to see all of the commotion, but then i saw what the girls were drooling over...Nash, my Nash.

He had on black jeans with a shirt that shown every single muscle on his upper body, he also had contacts in, along with his hair in a quiff type thingy. Damn he looked good to. ugh this boy is killing me. I pushed my way through the crowd of girls, seeing he needed help. "Nash!" i yelled trying to get his attention. He looked my way and his eyes widen a bit while checking me out. I blushed and then ran up to him "Lets get you out of here," i whispered in his ear. He nodded, but held a brave look on his face, and took my hand.

    He dragged me through the crowed. and pulled me to the bench  were no one was at. he sat me down on his lap. "now what do you want to know ?" he asked me with a very low sexy voice, but my love for his new look soon washed away, as madness took over me, thinking about all the things that happened while he was gone. i stood up and walked away. Not caring about him yelling for me to come back.

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Its been the whole day and i have been ignoring Nash, every time i see him i get mad. The bell soon rang and i darted outside, but apparently i wasn't fast enough. "Trinity please come talk to me!" Nash's voice rang through my ears. I kept on walking until i was by a lonely tree, but Nash soon grabbed me and turn me around, "What's wrong?! " he almost yelled. "This is why you left me!? do you know what you even did to me! I was left at school alone, and i got a beating every day because you weren't there to protect me!" i suddenly started crying, "I had no one! and you left me because you wanted to change!" i said almost screaming in his face. Then he looked like i had hit him with a ton of bricks. His face fell and tears started to form in his eyes, "trin i-i am so sorry, I didn't know what to do b-beccause i wanted t-to hang around you! an-and i didn't want to hurt you, I-I" i shut him up by putting a finger on his lips. I starred into his eyes, but although he might have shut up already i can still see the pain apparent in his eyes.

     So i hugged him because right now words don't mean any thing. I pulled him in for a big hug and i wrapped my arms around his neck and i buried my head into his chest. He sighed, "I am so so sorry," he whispered. "Its ok, just please don't change who you are," i said while pulling my head back and putting my hand on the sides of his face. I then looked  straight into his light blue eyes. "Or you might  have changed for nothing," my voice cracked as the words came out of my mouth. His blue eyes were now spilling tears, I then brushed them off and giggled. he then asked "whats so funny?" he asked very serious. "its just that you look all bad ass, when really you would do nothing to hurt a fly!" he then looked down and back up, and we both started laughing. Oh how i loved his laugh. "ya, but that changes when it comes to chad..." he laughed and scratched the back of his neck, our laughter died down and we started to walk home. 

since my house wasn't far, we went to mine. Nash opened the door, and we were gonna sit on the couch but we were stopped by my laundry on it. "Ugh, sorry about that....lets go to my room" he chuckled, "ok" we ran upstairs, and jumped on my bed. i turned over to face Nash. "Its good to hear you laugh and to see you smile," he said sweetly, My heart raced at  his words, and if possible my smile got bigger. 

"Hey umm, sorry to ruin the moment, but can i go to the restroom?" Nash asked with his cheeks turning red. awe! looks like the old Nash is still there! "ya sure, you don't have to ask" i giggled. he nodded and ran out. i smiled a bit more then i looked on instagram waiting for him. 

then my door slammed open with a worried yet angry Nash behind it. "Why?" he asked,  i looked up into his eyes and saw pain, and then i looked into his hands, and saw my sharp silver knife. 

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I hoped you liked this chapter literally it took me 5 hours to write because i had a HUGE writers block today, so i am sorry if its crappy...i just didn't want to keep you waiting any longer. :) xx