Invisible (Nash Grier FanFic)

chapter 12

Trinity's POV

It was the next day and i woke up early smiling about what happened last night. but then that faded. After we walked home last night Nash told me that he was just caught up in the moment and he didn't mean to kiss me or say he loved me. he was just to sad to think. 

I thought he was lying but i couldn't tell. i just slammed the door on his face. because when i said i loved him, i meant it every part of it. 

I slowly got up and got dressed. I was going to see Hayes, even if me and Nash had a fight it is still the right thing to do.

Nash POV

i woke up this morning and yawned, but only to feel dry tear marks down my cheek. and then it all came back to me. I have said many lies in my life. but the lie i told trinity was far worse. As i said the words my heart cracked. The reason i said that was i don't think Trin actually loved me. but then i got my answer when she slammed the door on me. 

I sat there wishing that i could take back what i said. 

Trin's POV

i got to the hospital and went inside. "hello miss how can i help you?" the lady at the front desk said. "well i want to see Hayes Grier. If he is awake." the lady then said " yup he is a miracle he got up around 3 AM this morning. He shouldn't have been up for days, anyway, he is in room 136" i smiled sweetly at the lady and thanked her then i  ran to his room. wanting to get there before Nash or his family.

I slowly opened his door. The boy turned to me as i started walking to him. "hi i-i" i started to say but he interrupted me. "Trinity! my brother has said so much about you." he said with a weak  but excited voice. i then blushed and  replied "oh how did you know it was me?" i ignored the nash comment. "well-" just then the whole world stopped and my heart dropped to my stomach. wait.... he remembers me and Nash! "Oh my god" i said interrupting his words. "what?" i started jumping up and down. "you remember me and Nash! you weren't suppose to remember anything!" i said. he looked at me like i was a weirdo. "uh ok thats good then" i sat down next to him. "thats more then good."

we sat there talking for what seemed hours. I was now talking about what happened last night. and hayes listened to every single word i said. "wow," hayes said, "well he was lying. He would never want to hurt you emotionally like that. He really does love you! in fact he told me so! " i smiled and looked down. "kid i sure do hope your right" just then we heard a knock on the door. i starred with wide eyes at him. he called out "one second." 

"go hide in the closet" he whispered. i starred at him in confusion. he knows i dont want to be seen here? "i know what you are going through. " he smiled sympathetically at me.i nodded and whispered "thank you" then i  rushed off. and sat in the dark closet. 

i heard the door open and foot steps walk in. "Hey umm you probably don't remember me-" It was Nash's voice. he was giving him a huge story on how he was his brother. I then opened the door a little to see Nash and Hayes. Hayes was good at acting. he kept on a serious face. Although i could tell he wanted to laugh or just give up the act, but he waited until the end of Nash's story. 

"Nash i know its you," Then he started to laugh, i looked at nash and he had tears in his eyes. "W-what?! you remember me?" Nash then started full on crying and hugged his brother. I smiled at the sight. and i felt a tear of my own rush down my cheek. Then Hayes said something that stirred up the moment.

     "so hey hows Trin." nash looked down and shook his head, "i messed up...big time." he said with his voice cracking. "well, what happened?" hayes asked as if he knew nothing about it. "well. after i got news that you may not remember anything. i-i ran to the woods, and Trinity happened to be there before because we got in a little fight i guess. and then the next thing i know i kissed her and i said i loved her. and she said she loved me to. Then i walked her home. and i said i was sorry for saying that i loved her and for the kiss." right after he said that, he broke down into a sob. "but i d-didn't mean a-any of it! I love her s-so much, but i know she wouldn't feel the same. S-she just felt bad for me p-probably." then Nash started to calm down and started talking again. "I love her so much. but i am afraid of getting into a relationship with her hayes! They will hurt her even more. and i-if that happens..."he went quite. and then he said something that made both me and hayes shocked. "I would kill myself." Hayes looked at him with serious eyes. Like he knows that he actually will...

     "No you wouldn't. you are stronger than that." hayes said. Nash shook his head. "man, i love her so much. if-f anything hurt her i would die. She already got beat up once and you remember that night after i came home..." wait what? he did something at home? to himself? "ya i remember.Thats how i found out about her." hayes said dryly. They sat there in silence. "Please don't do that again," hayes said with a sad tone. "i know its just cutting is so addicting if the person you love gets hurt" just then my whole world stopped.....he cutts?

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I am sorry if that was bad....i might delete this chapter....idk please comment. i think it feels rushed but idk what else to do...so if you have any advice PLEASE feel free to say it.  thanks. ~ kenzie