It Could Be More

Chapter 9

A few days ago Nick was acting weird. Turns out his memories were switched with us being in a relationship. He finally was able to get out of the hospital and he finally was able to go home. I haven't seen him for few days, but he's been texting me and calling me a lot. I didn't want to hurt Nick, so I played along with the dating. The nurse informed me that when he heals a little more his real memories will come out and it will be exactly how it was before. My phone rung, snapping me back into reality and I grabbed my phone. "Mom just left for work. Can I come over? <3" I smiled at the little heart he left and quickly replied with a yes. I stood up from the couch and walked into the kitchen and heard a knock. That couldn't be Nick already. I walked over and opened the door. "I was halfway here when you said yes." He smiled. I rolled my eyes and I quickly felt his arms wrap around me and he lifted me a little bit into the air. After a quick hug he set me back on the ground and he looked into my eyes. Before I could say anything his lips smashed into mine and I completely forgot about my train of thought. My arms wrapped around his neck and he held my body closer to his. He pulled away and looked into my eyes. "You're absolutely amazing.." he whispered and I kissed his cheek. I could definitely get used to this. There was a knock at the door and I quickly turned my head and looked at it. I escaped Nicks hold and walked to the door. I opened it and saw Scott. "Oh hey, what are you doing?" I asked him and he smiled. "You busy?" He asked and I could see the sexual look in his eyes. "I'm not having sex with you!" I said and he looked shocked "That's not what I meant, I just wanted to hang with the girl I love." Nick appeared in the doorway behind me and he looked pissed. "Looks like I beat you to it." His arms wrapped around my stomach and I could tell anger was boiling up inside Scott. "Are you fucking kidding me? Leave him already and just please go back out with me." He grabbed my hands and squeezed. "Please Maddie.." he whispered and Nick let go and made me turn to look at him. "You're not choosing him are you..?" His look was sad. Before I could say anything Scott spoke, "What the fuck do you mean choosing me? You aren't even dating her." Nick shot him a dirty look and he replied "Yes we are, I've been with her for over a year now, what the fuck are you talking about?!" Scott looked at me. "You cheated on ME?" He asked and I quickly shook my head. "Look Nick, we need to talk about something.." Nick looked at me and I could see tears about to fill his eyes so I turned and told Scott to leave. "I'll text you later, I swear." He finally turned and left and I turned back to Nick. "You're choosing him.." he said quietly the the tears started to fall. I lifted his head and I crushed my lips onto his. "That's not happening, but we do need to talk." He gave me a look. "About us "dating"." He smiled "What about it?" I sighed and looked away. "Your memories aren't right. We have never dated, we aren't together, but I mean I do like you, we just always chose to remain friends." He laughed. I was taken back and gave him a sad look. Why was that funny? "Friends?" He asked. "Do friends normally kiss like how we do?" He grabbed my hand sweetly and I smiled "I guess not." Out of nowhere he picked me up into my arms and he ran upstairs with me. He laid me on the bed and he crawled on top of me. His body was warm and he began to kiss my face all over. I giggled and squirmed "Nick stop!" I giggled again and he began to kiss my neck. My head leaned to the side and I bit down on my lip. I felt him bite down and his hand was rubbing my stomach. Oh god, what was happening? Nick's kisses were lowering and they were now on my collarbone, his hand was on my shorts and I could feel him gently tugging at them. He unbuttoned them and started pulling them down my legs. I wanted this, but I wasn't sure if I really did. He quickly stopped and he looked at me worried. "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done this without asking..please don't be mad at me." He looked away and I smiled. "Nick shut up, I love it, but I'm not sure if I want to go all the way." He nodded "But I wouldn't mind taking a quick shower together." I shrugged and he quickly nodded. "Come on." I stood up and I ran to my bathroom. I undressed in front of him and he did the same. When he looked at me his mouth was wide open. "Maddie..you're so fucking beautiful." I smiled and I turned around to start the shower. I moved the curtain and hopped in, Nick followed. I got my hair and entire body wet and I saw Nick watching my every move. We switched positions in the shower while I was lathering my hair with some soap. I looked at his body. He was definitely a lot different under all the clothes he wears. He still had muscle, but he seemed to have a little chubbiness to him that you didn't really notice when he clothes were on. He let me wash the soap out of my hair and then he was about to put more soap in his hair, but I pushed him gently onto the shower wall and I began to kiss him. His wet body was pressed up against mine and I could feel his erection against me. I smile and pulled away. "Let's finish this shower.." I smirked and he quickly washed his hair. I shut the shower off and hopped out. I grabbed myself and him a towel and we both dried off. I threw my dirty clothes in the basket and I dried my hair. I went to my drawer and pulled out a bra and some underwear. I put them on and I turned to see Nick standing naked as he looked at me. He walked up to me, "You're a total tease." He whispered and he turned my head so he could suck on my neck. He walked over to the bed while sucking my neck and he crawled on top of me. My legs wrapped around his legs and I felt his bulge push against my private area. This is crazy. His hips began to move and he slowly started to hump me. He pulled away from my neck and he smiled, he had obviously left a mark. He had stopped humping me and he just looked at me and smiled. "Who's the tease now?" I joked and he laughed. "I just don't know if you wanted to do this or not..so I stopped." I nodded and hugged him tightly. "You're the sweetest guy I have ever met. You actually want to wait until I'm ready for it." I smile. "I'm not sure yet..maybe we should wait until I'm entirely sure." He nods as I stand back up. I walked to my drawers and pulled out some of Nicks clothes that he had left over at my house. He got dressed and I just pulled on a shirt. "We should watch a movie." I say and he stands up and walks over to my movie shelf. "Can we watch this one?" He pulls out a romantic movie and I give him a look. "Sure." I put the movie in and I turn the lights off and lay beside Nick. My phone buzzed "Hey, it's getting late and you haven't texted me." It was from Scott. "Sorry I got distracted, what did you want to talk about?" I texted back and Nick was really into the movie. "I'll be right back." I say and he nods and kisses my cheek. "I'm on my way." I text Scott and I quickly run over to his house. I knock on it quietly and he opens it. "Hey." He said and smiled at me. "Did you need something earlier?" I asked and he shook his head. "I just..I want to prove that I truly want to be with you and that you should take me back." I gave him a dirty look and I rolled my eyes "Are you fucking kidding me? I love you with all my heart, but there's no way I would take you back just to get my heart ripped out of my chest again because of you!" My voice got louder and he looked away "No, I'm serious..I've fucked up big time, I realize that and I just want to get another chance." I shake my head. "We can be friends, but I'm not taking you back, you have no idea how much I have suffered because of you, I've sat awake at night because of you. I've cried myself to sleep because of you, I have wasted so many hours with crying about you. We're friends, but I'm never taking you back." I turned and walked back over to my house. He was left with a sad look and I didn't even care. I walked into my house and I walked to my room. Nick was standing at the window, he turned and he was mad. "Are you fucking serious? You're seriously gonna go crawling back to him?!" He said angrily, his hand clenched. I shake my head quickly "Nick I swear I'm not, he just needed to talk, I told him I didn't want to be with him." Tears filled my eyes and he pulled me into a hug. "Please don't go back to him, we're not dating, but I know I could treat you better and I know I like you a hell of a lot more." I nodded and he laid back on the bed. He pat the bed next to him and I laid down on him. My head laid on his chest and he played the movie. I wouldn't mind spending everyday with him. I think I love him.