It Could Be More

Chapter 8

Scott's POV
~2 years ago~
Maddie and I had just started dating and she made me happy. She could get a little clingy at times and she would annoy me a lot, but I loved her and she loved me. It sucked that we could only text after school and never hang out. Once in a while we would, but my dad was super strict towards certain things.

"Babe?" I looked down over at Maddie as she ran up to me and would wrap her arms around my stomach and just hug me tightly. She was so short compared to me and I would just wrap my arms around her shoulders. She looked up at me and would wiggle her nose, to signal to me that she wanted me to kiss her nose and I always would. It was cute how she was always like a little child. Nothing would ever change how I felt about her. She was absolutely perfect.

~A Year Later~
Fighting. That's all it ever was. All we would ever do was fight and argue. Nothing seemed to please her and we weren't that great at communication. I knew she loved me, but I was sick of the fighting. Caitlin seemed to make me happy, so I broke it off with Maddie for her. Maddie was absolutely heartbroken and I was still drawn to her still. I couldn't leave her alone. She was always around, we shared a locker, and she just made me smile. Maddie knew exactly how to turn me on and make me into her little puppet. One morning I was over at her house and she started to kiss my neck. God how I loved when she did that. Her hand would travel all down my body and when she sucked on my neck, I was absolutely defenseless. It left a huge hickey, because she loved sucking on my neck. Caitlin was still my girlfriend and I cheated on her with Maddie. I didn't even care. That night Caitlin saw the hickey and was devastated. We broke up, I wanted Maddie. I needed her. Maddie would always take me back and that made me happy. I left her for another girl and she was still stupid enough to love me and take me back because I made her fall in love. I left her for a lot of other girls and I cheated on her with two of my exes, and guess what? She still took me back. She always would.

~The Break Up~
I was texting my ex. The girl I dated before Maddie. Maddie got boring and I was sick of her attitude problem. The next morning I went to her house. I didn't say anything. "Babe what's wrong?" She was laying on my chest at that moment. "Nothing you're just gonna be upset." I could see her face grow pale and she looked away. "You cheated didn't you?" I could tell she was hiding the tears that were threatening to fall from her face. "No." She looked up "Then what..? Why am I going to be upset?" I shrugged. "Guess." I said emotionless. She shrugged and looked even more upset. "Just tell me, please." The tears were already streaming down her face. "I'm breaking up with you." At those words she completely broke down and her face was shoved onto my chest, as her tears soaked my shirt. I didn't touch her, I just let her cry. After about 10 minutes her cries grew quieter and they seemed to stop. I could feel her getting closer to my neck. I was already dating Sammie so I sat up a little, but I wasn't in the mood to stop her. She bit on my neck and I could still feel her tears on her face going onto my dry skin. Whenever I would upset her, she would get super sexual with me. I got whatever I wanted. I loved her, I don't even know why I hurt her. I'm young and I get bored easily I guess.

~Present~
She was all I could think about. She was absolutely beautiful. All she cares about right now was Nick though! Why Nick? She knew I hated him, I fucking love her. I think. I don't even know. I have a lot of feelings for her, but I've hurt her more than she can ever bare. I see the scars on her wrist. Not recent, but I can still see my faded name in her arm. Was I really that horrible? I should let her be happy, but I want her happy with me. I have to make her love me again. I have to make her only see eyes for me like she once did. I should go see her. I smiled and quickly got up. I pulled on one of my shirts and I ran over to Maddie's. I knocked on her door and waited for her to answer. The door slowly opened and I saw her look at me "Oh hey, do you need something..?" She asked in a quiet, shit voice. "I think we need to talk." She looked down. "I don't think..." I stopped her "Please." I lifted her face up to look at me and she pushed me off. "We don't need to talk about anything. Nick was in a horrible accident and I'm already stressed as is. I don't need you to come around confusing me and hurting me again." I was shocked. She never used to be like this. She was too shy to stand up for herself and now here she is pushing ME away. "We can talk eventually if you really want to, but I'm not doing this now. I'm stressed and I don't need more stress." I nodded and she shut the door in my face. She may not want to talk right now, but no matter what happens, in the end she will be mine again.

(Sorry the chapter is so short, I just thought maybe some background information and back story would be good for Scott as a character so people knew his view on this story, of course if you have any questions so far go ahead and message me and I'll answer as soon as I can.)