killer

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+Jeon Jungkook

The training i went through with Minsik, Jay, and Taehyung went on for about two weeks, until eventually they got rid of all the animal flesh and i could dissect any animal practically in my sleep. he told me the hard part is what comes next.

"so now.. for the last part of your training, you have to go with us to kill somebody." jay says, somewhat reluctant as if that's scary to me now. i shrug, because i knew ultimately that was their goal. I follow them to a room, which is kind of like a weaponry. it is a weaponry. guns and knives and crowbars and shovels and different tools hang on the wall, almost like they're for display, but jay takes a pocket knife off a hook, along with a bigger knife and a handgun. he slips the handgun under his belt, and put the knives in the pockets of his jacket. Minsik and Taehyung do the same, and part of m shudders at the sight of taehyung, ready to go on a mission. he's wearing dark, well fitted clothes and hes loaded with guns and knives.

i follow the three, who lead me to another room, where everyone that was at the bridge is gathered, all in their own conversation. we walk over to the group of people we orignally hung out with, haesol, chaerin, yoongi, hoseok, all of them. taehyung speaks first.

"so we're about to take kookie to catch his first meal. you guys wanna come?" he asks, and haesol, chaerin, yoongi, jimin, and hoseok all agree. we wait as they prepare themselves, and then we leave.

as we walk- we dont take a car, that'd risk too much- taehyung explains to me what's going to happen. "so, we're going to find someone easy, maybe drunk guy leaving the club after he was let down, and we're gonna send someone to lure him away, into the shadows where we'll be waiting, then we're gonna ambush, but we gotta do it quick so he doesn't scream or anything, we also have to do it away from security cameras, and somebody's gotta make sure nobody's watching from afar. then, we'll sneak the guy to the back and we'll feast. but here's the thing. you're going to have to do the initial kill. you remember the training. where to aim, how quick, how to stab. alright?" he says, and i nod as he speaks.

soon enough, we reach where they wanted to go. as expected, a man walks by, definitely drunk. he looks sad, and he has a bottle of alcohol hanging loosely from his fingertips. everyone except for chaerin and jimin, who are arguing over who has to lure him into the alleyway. ultimately, chaerin forces him forward and jimin immediately puts on a flirty but innocent act, i watch for a little as he slowly gains interest of the guy, and then i look over at yoongi, who's fists are clenched to his sides. i remember that they're dating, and yoongi probably hates seeing his boyfriend flirt with other people. but i lose interest, and i turn back to jimin, who's taking the bottle from the man. he takes him into the shadows, and we all prepare ourselves for action.

jimin backs up, leaving the guy hanging, and then he signals for us all to come out. we surround the guy, and everything moves too quickly for my eyes to comprehend. but what i can comprehend, is taehyung lurching forward and grabbing the guys arms, locking them behind his back. i walk forward, because taehyung explained to me i have to kill him now. i take out my knife, and i poke his chest with it right over his heart. "this won't hurt for too long," i say, trying to get into the whole killing mood. instead of stabbing him then and there, i pull out another knife and take it to his head, and then i plunge both knives in at the same time, ignoring the squishy sound. he falls limp in taehyungs arms, and taehyung smiles proudly at me. I smile back, taking the knives out and wiping them off with the cloth taehyung equipped me with.

They set the guy in the ground, and they begin to eat him. I dont pay much mind, instead looking at the older boy in front of me. He grabs my face, kissing me quickly. "Good job!" He says, a wide grin on his face.

Soon theyve feasted on the man, so they find a way to make his body beyond recognizable. Then they simply throw him away. And soon enough, as if wr hadn't just killed and ate a man, we leave.

It all feels so surreal. The fact that I'm part of something bigger than myself, part of an organization that works together and for themselves, part of something that has its own way of doing things. And I'm alongside some people I actually like, and a boyfriend that I don't want to lose anytime soon.

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I got a new cat n I love him so fuckin much but he kept me up all night and I'm heckin tired n I gotta go toa friends house for her brothers graduation and that shits gonna be fuckin crazy like my summer is off to a wildt start