killer

+028

+Jeon Jungkook

After we dissect animals, which wasnt that bad to be honest, taehyung leaves me alone with Minsik to help Jay clean up the stations. I sit by myself, staring at the marble table before me to distract myself.

Sitting alone doesnt last for long; Minsik sits next to me, immediately making sexual advances. His hand slides on my thigh, and I waste no time glaring at him and pushing his hand away.

"What are you doing?" I spit, and all he does blink at me. But then he gets his suggestive smirk again, and it kills me inside because part of me still has that undeniable middle school crush on him.

"Well what do you say we do a little stuff, you know, another one night stand," he says, winking at me. I roll my eyes.

"Taehyung and I are dating," I say, and he laughs.

"Oh please, you know you have a crush on me," he says, nudging me with his elbow. I shove him away.

"What are uou, twelve?" I say, and he rolls his eyes at me. "Okay, suit yourself. Your loss. But just know, taehyung doesn't really do relationships. You'll be dead in no time, one of us or n-"

He begins to walk away, but suddenly he stops talking. I turn around to face him, only to see that taehyung is leaning against the door frame, arms crossed over his chest, glaring at Minsik.

"Whats that you were saying sik?" He asks, in a sickeningly sweet tone.

"Yea, nothing," Minsik says, walking forward and brushing past taehyung as he leaves the room. Taehyung walks over to me, his hands gripping my biceps. I stare up at him, somewhat questioning if Minsik is right.

"Dont listen to him," he says, his voice gentle. He leans down and presses his lips against mine, bringing his hand up to ghost over my cheek lightly. He pulls back, and my eyes dont flutter open immediately.

"What did he mean you don't do relationships?" I ask, and he purses his lips as if he didn't want to have this conversation.

"Ive never been in a serious relationship. Theyve never worked out and I didn't actually like the person. Thats what he meant," he answers, and I feel my heart ache. What does he think of me then?

"Then I don't think we should really be together if-"

"No, I mean i do actually like you if you think I didn't. I really like you, I promise," he says, leaning forward and kissing me again.

"How do I know that? You could just be looking for someone to make you feel less lonely. You could just be using me. You could just be looking for a quick fuck. Or maybe even trying to lure me in and make me trust you so you can eat me.  You could just be messing with my feelings exactly like Minsik.  Or Maybe-"

"First of all, dont compare me to Minsik. Secondly, is that all I am to you? Do you not even trust me? Because if so, maybe we shouldn't even be dating. This is important to me, us is important to me, and if it isnt to you maybe we need to talk about it," he says, and i bite my lip.

"Maybe we do," i say still chewing on my lip despite it taking a while to answer.

"Why? Why are you doing this? Do you regret dating me in the first place? Are you just fucking with me?" He asks, and he looks sad.

"I dont regret dating you. But I don't want to feel so damn scared of getting on your bad side because I don't want you to kill me. I dont want to have to worry about you using me, or looking for a friends with benefits thing. I'm looking for a guy who I can trust, but I dont know if I can because I'm too damn scared of that shit. So if you dont want to date me because of my trust issues, go ahead and kill me," I say, my breath shaking as I say those words. I dont know where they came from; the thought of dying scares me terribly, and the fact that I said that is scary itself. I gulp, and he doesn't look angry at all.

"Baby I don't care if you have trust issues. Youre perfect to me, and I dont think you have any flaws. If you were any different I don't think id like you. I wouldn't want you any other way. And if it makes you feel any better, I dont think I could kill you willingly. But I love you. And I don't care if its too early in the relationship to say that, but I mean it. I really fucking love you," he says, and I can't suppress the smile curling my lips up. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and kiss him, and he holds me closer.

"I love you too," I reply when we pull away, and he grins at me.

Maybe this was a good decision

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I hope y'all have already gotten all thse hints n figured out the secret message man

Anyway gotta blAST