killer

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+Kim Taehyung

After I broke the news to jungkook, he didn't say anything for a while. It had been ten minutes since he rubbed his eyes stressfully, throwing himself against the bed. He crossed his arm over his eyes, blocking the light.

After fifteen minutes, I begin to get concerned. I push myself off my position propped against the dresser, and I walk over to him, only to see he had fallen asleep. I smile to myself, finding the action somewhat cute.

I walk over to the light switch, turning it off. I crawl in the bed next to Jungkook, pulling it from underneath both of is only to cover us afterwards.  I rearrange him so his head is resting properly against the pillows and hes kind of on his side. I wrap myarms around him from behind, and I pull him closer.

I hear a sudden creak of a door, and I look over to see a dark figure standing there, and I immediately recognize him as kwon minsik.

"What are you doing with him?" He asks, his voice hoarse. 

"Hes mine for tonight, hes always been mine. Go fuck yourself, minsik," I whisper, and he looks at me for a second before he begins to leave, but I stop him. I'm in need of an answer to a very important question.

"Howd you get in?" I ask, and this is where he laughs.

"He always leaves the window in his guest room kind of unlocked. This isnt the first time ive watched him sleep in this bed," he answers, and with that he leaves. I want to feel irritated knowing he watches my Jungkook sleep, as if thats some sort of intimacy, but I'm too tired. And I also kind of expected it from Minsik, so there's no real surprise.

After a long five minutes, jungkooks voice in the silent room startles me.

"Why are you still here?" He asks, his voice barely audible.

"How long have you been awake?" I ask in return, and he doesnt respond after a second.

"Since Minsik came in. Why are you still here?" He repeats himself.

"Because I want to be," I respond, hugging him tighter. He doesn't say anything for a little bit.

"I should probably go close my window," he says, beginning to leave the bed, but I hold him down.

"You can do that later," I say, my head shuffling into the back of his neck. Suddenly, he turns around in my embrace, and kisses me shortly.

"Why, so he can watch both of us sleep? Let me go close my damn window, its not like I'm gonna leave you in my house," he says, and I let him go. Part of me still believes hes not going to come back, and I sigh in relief when he does.

Jungkook crawls back on the bed, but instead of returning to our position he pushes ne so I'm flat on my back, laying his head on my chest.

"Knowing Minsik he's probably still somewhere in the house," I say, and he gets a scared look in bis eyes.

"Minsik get the fuck out!" I yell, and as expected, a fee moments later the sound of a door slamming echoes through the house. Jungkook sighs in relief.

"You know, I want to forget so bad right now that you're a fucking serial killer cannibal thing, because I want to enjoy my time with you," Jungkook starts, and his sudden outburst surprses me.

"But I can't because I'm terrified I could die right here or any moment of my future, which is so fucking bad because I don't want to be scared of you. I.." He trails off, seemingly scared of what he's going to scared.

"I think I'm in love with you, Kim taehyung, which is terrible because I'm just food to you," he finishes, sitting up and facing me. We stare at each other for minutes, and I can't even think of anything to say.

"You don't have anything to say? Like even if you don't feel anything for me, not saying anything isnt a proper answer," he says, beginning to get angry. But I cut him off by sitting up and wrapping my arms around his shoulders. My lips dance with his, in the most heavenly way possible. He pulls me closer, and we both kiss each other nearly desperately.

When we pull away, were breathless and we don't leave the embrace, pressing our foreheads together.

"I don't see you as food," I say, and he looks up at me, staring me in the eye.

"Well then what do you see me as?" He asks, and I think for a minute.

"Well I want to see you as my boyfriend," I say, and I immediately want to take that back. I don't want a boyfriend, much less a boyfriend that's terrified of my ways.

"Consider it a done deal," he says, kissing me again. I want to change my mind, but then it occurs to me just how nice "jungkook, my boyfriend," sounds.

"But your end of the deal..." He says, trailing a finger down my arm.

"You have to teach me how to be one of you, one of your group."

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fucking Minsik