chapater 24 Awkward

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He walks over and digs in his draw and pulls out one of my shirts and a pair of my pajama pants (the perks of having clothes at your 'friends' house) and throws them to me. He then walks into the bathroom while I pull on my clothes.

When he comes out he comes over turns around then bended his knees so I could hop on his back. He carries me down stairs silently until we got to the kitchen then he puts me on the stool infront of the island then stalks to the frigid.

"Is there anything specific you want me to make you?"

I looked at his back and see my claw marks. I felt my face gets hot so I covered my face with my hands. "I want an egg sandwich." I said.

He grunted in approval and pulls out some eggs. "You want bacon too?"

"Yeah that's fine." I say. Resting my head on the countertop.

I close my eyes and let the aroma of maplewood bacon and eggs drift around me.

"We have to talk about what happened," Damian said setting a plate in front of me. "I'm-" I just snapped and cut Damian off then all the panic inside of me came out.

"I SCREWED UP SO BAD!" I cry out. "What if I end up pregnant like my mom she would be so disappointed and think that all the hard work was for nothing I'm a terrible person I'm so sorry Damian I used you I can't believe I had sex with you after me and Nick broke up I'm also a home wrecker because you and Sofie gosh no wonder she hates me." There were tears burning my skin like little needles and snot threatening to come out my nose.

Damian stood there just looking at me then brought his hand to his face and massaged his temples again. He must have a really bad head ache. "Ok... first things first, you're not going to get pregnant just trust me on that one. Two you are not a terrible person if you are then I'm no better. Three Sofie and I broke up so if you used me then I used you too." He said. "Now eat your food."

I sniffled a little then glanced and saw he had a distress face. I then looked back at my food and grabbed a piece of bacon and crunch on it while looking at my sandwich.
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DAMIAN'S POV
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She looked a mess but still beautiful. Her hair was messy and her face was flushed and those damn eyes of her's were so gorgeous even with tears in them it seemed to just exaggerate them more .

After all the crap she spewed about everything being her fault I told her it wasn't. To be honest is was really my fault. I was just so done of trying my ass off to find another girl like her.

I shouldn't have kissed her. I shouldn't have taken her to my room. I shouldn't have asked her if she wanted to stop and just stoped. In the end though I don't regret it. If she on the other hand regrets if I'm going to hate my self for the rest of my life.

She was eating her sandwich and I didn't want to wait on the answer and I don't know how to not put it in a blunt way.

"Do you regret last night?" I asked.

"No." She said instantly as she continued to chew away at her sandwich.

I was actually quit shocked by her answer and relived none the less.

"We really screwed up." She said when she finished.

"I know." I said.

"We're still best friends right?" She asked.

"No." I answered honestly.

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