Perfect|Sakook fanfic| COMPLETED

Chapter 11|Dont give up on me..|

Sana POV

"Love is so painful yeah, goodbyes are even more painful..~"

"Love me~ Love me~ come back into my arms~"

His sweet voice chorused in my head as I've done nothing but listen to BTS's song just to listen to Jungkooks voice cause I have no other way.. I'm not mad at him.. I pm just disappointed.. but I can't show that yet..

"Love is not over~ over~ over~"

You're right.. it's not.. I just hope you don't give up that easily Jeon Jungkook..

Jeon Jungkook POV

"Jungkook we have to go to practice now.." Jimin Hyung told me as he entered my empty room..

"Jungkook.. please stop crying.. let it all go when we practice.." Jin Hyung adivised as he poked his head pass Jimin..

I remained silent how was I suppose to.. I wanted Sana and nothing more..

"Come on its better than keeping it all inside.."Jin Hyung added before leaving..

He's right.. I finally stood up form my miserable room that I locked myself in for 2 days.. I had huge eye bags.. messy hair and to be honest I looked wrecked..

"Let's start this guys.."

A few days later..

"Please welcome BTS singing their cover of Without a Heart.."

(Bold Jungkook.. other members not bold..)

"If I say that I'm in Pain..~ I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.."

I'm scared that if I'm in pain.. I will be weak..

"If I say that I'm sad..~ then I'm scared that I will shed my tears..~"

I don't want you seeing me cry because I want to be strong for you..

"I Just laugh~ just laugh.. just laugh~"

I want to see you happy even though I'm not..

"But people ask me why I'm crying.. everyday I cry, I smile , cry then smile again~ what's wrong with me? Why do I do this repeatedly..?~"

Why do I..?

"Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohols and meals~ so far in my life , I never felt pain this excruciating..~ absentmindedly I write your name over and over on a piece of paper~ in a day.. the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go.."

I was suffering this much.. but I know you're suffering more..

"I long for you.. I hold on to my cellphone and let it go~ my eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us..~"

I miss you Minatozaki Sana..

"I'm without a heart..~ I don't have a heart..~ so I won't be feeling pain...~"

If you only knew Sana.. if you only knew how much I love you..

Sana POV

"Look Unnie! BTS is performing.." Tzuyu said as I knew she wanted to see Taehyung..

I smiled.. I missed Jungkook.. I missed his voice.. warmth and his comfort.. and hearing you sing right now stabs me as I know my heart and mind were longing for you..

"I'm without a heart..~ I don't have a heart..~ so I won't be feeling pain..~"

I don't know why but this line hit me so much Jungkook.. does this mean.. you gave up on me.. please.. please don't give up on me..