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Date: 5/28/17
Time: 9:23 pm

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I can't describe
My thoughts and feelings
Does this even
Have any meaning?

Things aren't the same
I fucking hate it
All those moments
Can I just forget?

I hate to admit
But I fucking miss you
But question is
Do you?

But even though
You try to talk to me,
I'd still be awkward
Although, can you blame me?


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Aish, I'm "kinda" sick of this one. Why? Its kinda of a sensitive for me to try to express. But I just wanted to get them out for a sec. All my thoughts that are troubling me. And apparently, this poem describes (or at least tries to) one of them.

And as for the person who I dedicated this to...

I've got 2 responses because...my emotions aren't clear right now.

I really doubt you'd read this tho.

One, fuck you.

And two.....

I fucking miss you.

I really do.
And I kinda don't know why, but I'm also fucking sorry.

No matter what you say, I'm still gonna say sorry repeatedly just because I'm an anxious and insecure bitch and yeah, I'm just really sorry.

I wanna say more, but this ain't some private message that I can just randomly spill out of, right?

I've got more to say, but not here. But if you try to get it out of my mouth, all you'll get is a harsh or annoyed reply. Don't ask why or don't wonder why.

I'm such a complicated person, right?

Aish, nevermind.

Just...leave me alone.

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