I'm sorry
I'm sorry if my mind is a mess — if my thoughts are chaos
That if I feel your switch flip off—
I'd keep whining about the things I fear
And the words I know you're already tired of hearing — I'm sorry
I'm sorry if I turn
The thinnest thread of problem
Into ten rolls of yarn
Because of these messed up thoughts that linger within me — I'm sorry
I'm sorry if my insanity is starting to drive you away
Even if you don't really want to—
Even if I don't want you to
So tonight, I'm going to beg my demons to leave—
For you — I'll tell the voices to stay away
For you — I'll try
I hope you'd still stay, because I promise you, when all of this is over—
When a rainbow has been drawn on this grey sky—
When everything becomes alright—
I'll look at you with no doubts—
I'll trust you with no hesitations—
And I'll love you without any conditions
So please, I hope you'll be patient with me.
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This is called "I'm trying" by Thalia Bautsita
I just wanted to post this because I relate so much
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Scream Poems
Poetry> ¡ f o n l y p o e m s c o u l d × S ○ C ○ R ○ E ○ A ○ M × □ ■ □ Based on the emotions I can't express.
