When HARRY meets KATHY

Chapter 10.1 - Jealousy Overdrive & The Familiar Pain

Chapter 10.1 - Jealousy Overdrive & The Familiar Pain

Harry's POV

I'm just strolling myself for a walk to freshen up my mind when I saw Kathy with a guy, she's smiling with him while they're talking and sitting at a bench. I think I felt something that I've already felt before everytime I see Ana with Chris. Sh*t! Am I jealous?

I guess I am.

I just continued watching them when I saw the guy hugged Kathy. F*ck! I wan't to smash that guy's face right now! and Kathy? Why is it fine with her hugging with someone else? I should be the one who's hugging her right now! Okay, I know I'm overreacting but I just couldn't help it! Gaahd!

I kept on staring at them for a few moments. I was about to leave because I can't take it anymore when I saw the guy hugged Kathy for the second time and this time Kathy hugged him back. Sh*t! Sh*t! My jealousy strikes hard when I saw Kathy kissed the guy on his cheeks and I felt the familiar pain in my heart again.

Flashback 

"What's happening here?"  I'm really confused right now, I just got home from the audition in X Factor and I saw Ana outside their house with Chris.

"Mate, you have to stay away from my girlfriend from now on." Chris said while holding Ana's hand.

"What are you saying, as*h*le? I'm her BOYFRIEND and SHE IS MINE." I said with gritted teeth. I am trying to hold my anger, I don't want her to see me angry because I know she wont like it.

"No, Harry. Let's stop this nonsense. I'm breaking up with you. From now on, Chris is my boyfriend and not you. I never loved you, Harry... and I never will." she said it without looking at me and with that I felt broke, my heart crushed into pieces. The girl I've only love will hurt me like this? I thought she love me? She love me, I know it! She just said those words because she's confused. Yes, she's just confused... I know she don't want to break up with me.

"No, Ana... I know you love me... You said you love me... Don't leave me please? I love you so much... Please don't do this to me... *Sobs* Please..." I walked near her and held both of her hands, I kneeled in front of her while my tears won't stop from falling. "Please, Ana? Don't... Just please... I promise I'll be a good boyfriend to you, just don't leave me..." She can't even look at me straight, I know she's just lying.

"I'm sorry, Harry... but I don't love you. I'm done with you.. we're done!" I stood up straight and held both of her shoulders, I'm trying to look into her eyes to see if she's lying. Her tears started to fall.

"NO! Look into my eyes and say that you don't love me!" I know she won't do what I've said because I know that she can't do it, she loves me.

She looked into my eyes and tears keeps on falling from her eyes. "I.Don't.Love.You" Those words killed me.

"Okay, then... I'll set you free. I'm sorry." It hurts. So much.

I started walking, I don't know where my feet is bringing me now. It hurts like hell. I've loved her ever since, every single day I never failed to show her how much I love her. I'm really happy when she said that she loves me too. But now, I'm feeling really broken. It hurts so much. I don't have any idea that this would happen. I'm really stupid. Why would she do this to me? From now on, I won't take any relationship serious. I don't want to be serious. I don't want to love again. I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.

End of Flashback

The pain brings back the memories. The familiar pain is back. I just left because I don't want to see them doing sweet things. It hurts. For the second time. Why would this happen to me? Did I did something wrong? I said I won't fall in love again. But it's happening all over again. Should I stay away from her and stop myself from falling in love with her? I don't know what to do. Maybe I should stay away from her, she's happy now, I guess.