Start Over

Dispair and Affairs

ARIANNAS POV

"No, no, no.." I whispered. Why did that happen?! This is all connors fault! He shouldn't have been drooling over me in front of brad. Just then, there was a knock on the door and guess who..Connor!

"Hey ari.. How are you?" He started. "Don't try it connor! You've taken brad away from me!" He suddenly looked hurt but angry... "I-i-i" "SAVE IT!" I was red with anger "YOU'VE RUINED MY LIFE!" Then his face switched to the same expression. "Me?! I'm not the one who left you or ignored you! Blame brad and Clara!" I couldn't take it anymore...I pushed him out of the door, hitting him, shouting, crying and just being in a rage. When he was gone I slid down the door and sobbed. My life was literally ruined... I got up and screamed. No words came out just the sound of a miserable, depressed girl letting her feelings out...

* later that evening *

"That's all I have to say so baby can we dance" brad finished. I had played can we dance repeatedly for a good hour or two. I had no idea of what to do without brad, he was my life. The only thing I could think of was going to see him. So I got, put on my jacket, grabbed my key and reached for the door handle. Then cowardliness washed over me. What was I doing?! I couldn't go to him after all of this!

I slumped for another few minutes then decided I had to numb this heartbroken feeling. A fan had given brad an 8 pack of beer as a joke, so I went straight to it. The orange/brown liquid ran down my throat. It was rather bitter and foul tasting but I ignored my taste buds. One down, two down, three down...soon they were all gone and I was tipsy as hell. Being drunk and all, I had a case of extreme adrenaline. I was going to see him! Coat, keys, door, car. And I was gone.

* a few minutes later *

The road looked blurry and confusing. With the lights of houses, car headlights and my own cat light being on, everything as just a yellow and black smudge. Night was coming which only made it harder. My head was pounding. Thump, thump, thump. I was finding it hard to concentrate so I pulled over. I wasn't too drunk to know that what I was doing could kill me.

I closed my eyes, relaxing. Then I heard a knocking on my window. "What's the problem?" I asked as I opened the door. "I was wondering why you had pulled over, imma police officer as you can tell" it was only then I started to take in his featured. Straight blonde hair, tan skin, green eyes, young. He was attractive. In my drunken state, he look as hot as brad. Before I knew what was happening my lips were on his. And he was kidding back! The wrongness of my actions didn't cross my mind at all, it was getting my mind off brad. The police officer started kissing my neck, then were in the back seat, and our clothes were off...

* later *

We were both sweaty and flustered. I looked over at him and he smirked. "You were amazing.." Then it hit me. "Get out! GET OUT!" He looked questioned but slowly exited the car. "GO!" I cried. Then it was just me.. .