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Stay Strong

BRADS POV

I heard my phone ring. It was Clara..."Brad, brad, brad! Clara's in hospital their doing surgery!" She was muffling her words because of the tears. I ended the call rudely and drove all the way to the hospital.

"I'm looking for Ariana Feild " I whispered holding back the tears. The nurses directed me to her room. "Now, before you go in..I must say she's very weak. She lost lots of blood..stay calm with her" I nodded and she opened the door. There she was. Her face pale, lips blue, dead. She looked dead, simple as.
But yet she was still beautiful..

ARIANNAS POV

I heard someone walking in and breathing heavily. "Arianna.." I heard. Footsteps followed the word and then I saw who it was. Brad. He had tears in his eyes. "Ari..I'm SO sorry..this wouldn't have happened if I didn't get mad at you" I sighed but didn't say anything. I was mad at him and he wasn't getting off that easily... "Ari..please talk.." He cried. Nothing. "Ari..." "No brad im not speaking to you! It's your fault, that this happened!" I shouted before realising what had happened. "IM SORRY!" He screamed then ran out. Why did I say that?! I just hope he doesn't do what I tried because of what just happened. I hope he stays strong..

BRADS POV

I stormed out of the room and went straight to the exit. Once I was outside I ran to the car, tears welling up in eyes. Soon I was in the car, driving, far away from the hospital. I couldn't believe what Arianna had just said that...

As soon as I tried to open the door, the keys fell. Great. I fumbled once more with the keys and the door finally opened. I broke down. What was I meant to do without her... I had to leave. I was just ruining her life, I had to go. I went upstairs and took all of my clothes out of the wardrobe and drawers, took all of my pictures and ornaments. I put them into my suitcase and sighed. "Idiot brad...you idiot" I whispered. Then...I left.

ARIANNAS POV

* two days later*
"Thank you" I said to the nurse. They were finally letting me out. All I wanted to do was see brad. I hoped he was ok, that he stayed strong. "You ready?" Clara asked. I smiled and nodded. We went to the exit and started driving. It was silent, but a comfortable silence.

" are you sure you don't want to stay at my place?" She asked. "No thanks Clara, I need to see brad" we said our goodbyes and then I weakly went up to the house door. Man, losing blood REALLY does make you weak. *ding* went the doorbell as I pressed it. No answer. I tried again. No answer. "Keys then..." I mumbled and went into the house. "Brad?" I shouted. No answer..he was gone. I looked around then saw it. A note on the dining room table. It said:

Dear Arianna,
I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused you. It was all CONNORS fault really...I just wanted to say that I don't want to cause you anymore misery. I've decided to leave. You go and live a wonderful life, it will be better without me. If you do decide to see me just to talk, I'll be at my parent's house. Just remember, you're the love of my life..
Brad xx
P.S: I hope you don't feel too weak xx

Oh my gosh...