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When will this begin?
I am impatient -
I am hovering in the space between "get set" and "go"
the second
that lasts
an eternity
my breath
cold in
my chest
and then it
starts and I
take off and
sprint for the
finish line
far away
reach it and
fall
When will this continue?
I am sobbing -
I am waiting for confirmation this is not the end
I wait
for more
because this
has been
my life
for so long
and it
can't be
over
can it?
And then there's
more and I
scream with
relief and I'm
happy again
because
it's not the
end
When will this die?
I am tear-streaked -
I am waiting and waiting for it to stop
I know
I wanted it
but not
any more
and then it
will not fall
will not stop
and I know
I have to
be the one
to
end
it
Goodbye
I leave
YOU ARE READING
musings
Poetryanything i jot down in the dark hours of the night and come across in the morning © 2018