Anxiety

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That symbiotic relationship one attains

when Kali breaks out her claws

and crack the chest

like a walnut.

She scoops out the insides

the treasure-

still beating with that fierce determination

and will to go on.

She injects the hypodermic needle

sweet as pine

laced with sap

directly into the ass

compelling it to buck,

like the greenback

that kicks holes

in doors,

in opportunities,

until it finds

what lies beneath floorboards.

Dressed in shag carpeting,

she’s ready to tango

in a neon colored disco

with its mirrored balls

placed within the delicate hands

of a vice

that squeezes the potential

school of children

swimming within its depths.

Kali sighs with relief,

content that the beating abated

into a gentle rhythm

of slaps,

like the clop-clop of a horse

drawn to its carriage

like a moth to the flame

or pigs on shit.

Even as she draws

breath,

lines in the sand,

conclusions-

fingers trace

the purple and blue lines under flesh;

a road map whose crooks and crannies

travel the bridges that connect

hook,

line,

and sinker

through that pulsing appendage

that she ultimately rips out

like the husk from corn.

I feed it with worry,

I feed it with my discontentment,

I feed it with my purpose,

and it gives me

drive.

Copyright © 2014 J. V. Stanley

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