You Deserve To Be Loved

Chapter 8

"This is the girls bathroom "I snap
"I'm aware" he smiles smugly putting his hands in his pocket
"Then what are you doing here" I point out.
" I thought you weren't fine and you needed help"He shrugs leaning against the wall
"I don't need anyone's help and you're the last person I would ask for help if I needed one "I reply harshly looking at him through the mirror
"Why don't you just let me help you I know you aren't fine and I understand how you feel "He says slowly and I can sense the pain in his voice. Maybe he's not that bad or maybe I don't know nothing about him because sometimes he acts like a different person, like a Drew who's hidden somewhere inside him. Maybe he also has his story behind all his attitude.

"What do you know about how I feel uh?!All you do Is to go around messing with girls ,How can you understand how I Feel when we both know you've never been in my situation because you always get what you want,do you know how it feels to love somebody who can't even see how you feel about him" I turn to face him and start yelling at him while I walk towards him.

"Don't you see this is all your fault you Dickhead ?!If you wouldn't have dragged me in there ,all this shit wouldn't have happened "I continue yelling at him pushing him with my hands but he doesn't move a millimeter .

All he does is to stare at me with a hurt expression on his face and I begin to feel guilty because he has no fault in all this. Chloe would have say it in a way or another it was just a matter of time.

He doesn't say a word and I swear all this situation and guilt is killing me.
"I'm sorry"I whisper and take a step back from him when I realized how close I was to him.
"For what? "He takes a step forward closing the space between us while his hands falls on my waist making me shudder. Right now I'm feeling every kind of emotion fear, happy, angry , hurt and loved. This what he's making me experience right now , something I never thought it would be possible.

"Ehm-m f-for yelling at you "I stutter and stare down at my waist then look up to his eyes piercing through mine.
"I'm not a man-whore if that is what you think about me and I don't get anything I want on a silver plate because I want to deserve them all"He says seriously and saying I feel like a shit for judging him is nothing
" But I think Davis is the Dickhead and I'm the jackass,Dickhead it's too heavy for me minion"He chuckles and I smile feeling my cheeks heat up.

"I like it when you smile, it's cute"He
Says and his eyes fall on my lips. There's a moment of silence, not One of those uncomfortable silence ,His eyes are locked in mine and is as if he's trying to read through me. He smiles and leans on to kiss my forehead .

Now it's confirmed I'm all Red like a tomato and I feel like I'm melting. I'm beginning to question if annoying people have always this charm or maybe it's only Drew that has this effect on me and what surprises me most it's he pulls me into a hug.

""You know Davis isn't a Bad person" I say quietly and his body tense
"He's only trying to look out for our friendship and I know he loves me but not the way I wished he does he's only... "I begin to sob again
"Shh I don't think those who deserve your tears will ever let you cry, and he doesn't deserve it so don't cry okay ,"

"But.. "I begin
"No buts ...Don't you think it's all wrong minion? "he whispers
"what? "I ask confused
" To make your happiness depend on one person ,look at you now, can't you see how broken you really are just because of Davis Dickhead "He answers and I grin for his use of words as if Davis's surname is Dickhead .

"Do you think I'd be still here crying out all my tears if I could do something about all this, Davis has always been everything for me. He was there for me when I was broken, when I was the fatty Blaire nobody wanted to talk to And when I got usually bullied ,he was there to defend me "I pull away from him and exhale even though a Big part of me didn't want to. It felt so good and right to be in his arms and they are very welcoming and warm as always .