Chapter 4

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" I can't, but......." My legs run me away to my room, again.

Why?

I reach my room and run in. I turn my back to the door, and slam it. I can't stay alone I don't want to be alone. I can't do it!

" Why!" I whisper-shout.

I climb on my bed, and bring my knees to my chest as I sit there and begin to cry.

Wait....why am I crying? I am much tougher than that.

Ian comes to my mind as I think of those words, Ian told me I was the strongest girl he had ever seen. Then, those three words he told me one day, they came to mind.

I love you.

I smile thinking of it, maybe he is more than a friend, I think he said that for a reason.

But before I could think anything of it I fall in a deep sleep.

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I awoke on my bed in the same position I was in when I fell asleep. I check my phone on my bedside table.

9:56.

I decide to get up and talk to Aunt Jesy about what will happen.

But I overhear Perrie and Jesy talking I decide to stay behind the wall and listen.

" Why don't you let her stay with the boys?" Per says.

" Because they don't the first thing of childcare. They don't have kids." Jes argues.

" Eleanor and Danielle can help. Come on Zayn really wants to meet her, so do the other boys." Per tries to change her mind.

" Zayn has met before. For God's sake he was there at her birth!" Jes whisper-shouts.

" What do you mean?" I ask before I knew it.

" O Kylie uhm........." Perrie looks for words.

" I really need to know." I say.

Is Zayn( or whoever the f*** this is) my father?

****** MYRA*****

Sinister!!!!!

Good huh?

Hope you like the rest!

-Myra <3's y'all!

(no creepo)

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