My Dad || Zerrie || Paused

Chapter 20

" Love?"

I open my eyes and see Louis standing over me.

" Louis?" I ask.

" Yeah."

"Where's Z- I mean Dad?"

" What?" Louis said in shock.

" Did you just call Zayn, Dad?"

" Yes. Isn't he my father?" I say.

He looks at me with a shocked but happy expression.

" I never thought I would hear you say that he was your dad. Anyway your check up is in 10 minutes." He says and walks for the door.

" Wait! Where's my dad?" I say.

" He is at the house. He had something to do. He should be here in a little bit." Louis says and leaves.

I sigh and think about calling Zayn 'my dad'. Knowing that he is my dad, and that he cares more than he shows, is very comforting. But why would Zayn and Perrie hide them being my parents?

I think longer about that...................did they not have enough money? Heck no.Did they not want me?Well...........it's possible.

But why would Zayn care so much when I'm fourteen?

Why do I have so many questions?

I really need answers. Soon. Or I'm gonna pull my hair out.

I look over and see my phone sitting on my bedside table. I sit  up in my bed and reach over for my phone. I feel some pain shoot through my arm when I reach but it wasn't enough to effect me.

I grab the phone and when I click the home button my screen is full of texts.

I open my phone and scroll through my texts. Most are friends, and I see Perrie and Jesy's names pop up and they are the first ones to be checked.

P: Hey sweetie, Zayn told me you woke up please talk to me as soon as you can. I love you and I am terribly sorry for leaving for tour, but it has to be done I couldn't let the fans down......I hope you understand     I love you, Perr

J: Hello Kylie, I am terribly sorry we had to leave for tour, please understand that we have fans that we can't let down. It's our job, please don't be angry. Love you, Jes

How can I be mad at them? I have heard the fans scream, and I have heard the change that Little Mix makes in young girls. I love their songs, and I know that they need to do this. They can't stay here with and miss all of that. I quickly begin to text Perr back.

K: Hi Mum, sorry it took so long to back with you, but I have been resting myself. I completely understand, you do what you gotta do. You can't let down millions of Mixers. That wouldn't be right. Also please let Jesy know that I texted. Love you all!

I finally scroll through my texts, Delilah, Ian, and Carter have all blown up my cell phone. I decide to text Delilah back first since she and I are good friends.

K: Hey Del, I love and miss you so much. I finally woke up not to long ago, and saw that you all were trying to contact me. How are things going? Love you!

She almost immediately texted back.

D: OMG I am so happy your okay! Things are great over here Ian, Carter and I all miss you so much. We have all three been hanging out since you have been in the hospital. It's kind of been like a support group lol. We love you

She set a picture text of all three of them. I stare at it forever and save it to my camera roll. I can't let that ever go away.

Then I hear a deep voice when I close my phone.

" Hey Kylie. You ready for your check up?" I look up and see Zayn.

" Yeah. I guess."

" Alright."

Zayn wasn't sounding to happy.

" Dad? Are you okay?" I didn't want to ask but it just spilled out before I could think about it.

" Just worried that's all" He responds so calmly.

I knew what he was worried about, and I couldn't say I wasn't either.

I hope and prayed nothing was wrong. Where.I had to go through surgery.

A young female nurse walks in and asks, " Are you guys ready?"

" Ready as ill ever be." I say right before I am put on another wheeling bed and carried away.

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" Kylie?" The nurse asks and snaps me out of my imagination.

" I was just gonna say all tests are finished we will take you back to your room for you to see your father." She says.

" Oh okay."

I was taken back to my room and right back into my bed.

" So how did it go?" He asks.

" I don't know what my results are if that's what ur asking." I say.

"Okay."

" Whats wrong Dad?"

"That!" He says.

" What?" I am really confused.

" You keep calling me dad and what do you call Perrie mum?" He asks sharply and it throws me.off.

" Yes......I...I...d-do" I stutter.

He looks at me sternly, but his eyes soften. He comes to my bed and kisses my forehead.

" I'm sorry. I am just scared." He says.

" For what?"

" That I will lose you. I will lose my little girl. You haven't known this your whole life, and I don't want you to leave." He says tears begin to come to his eyes.

" It's okay.  And even if I didn't survive this, I would always be your little girl, and will always love you Dad."

He smiles and kisses my forehead again.

While he sits there, I whisper in his ear, " Your my Dad."