He's My Help |c.b.|

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Hi, my name's Kathryn James. I'm Jake Paul's girlfriend. We've been dating for almost a year now. For some reason he's been acting a little different lately.
He hasn't been giving me attention like he used to. Usually, he's hang with me over the weekends but lately he's been with Team 10. I live with them, but still, he hasn't been acting like he used to.

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I rolled over on my bed, looking at the wall. All I could think about is: why's he acting so different? Am I doing something wrong? I just don't know...

There was a knock on my door. Jake opened it, "Hey." He came in and sat next to me.

I gulped and responded, "Hey Jake."
He held my hand and kiss my cheek. My freaking cheek?!

"Sorry. I've been ignoring you...and it's just youtube stuff. With the Team Ten channel and my channel, I've been so stressed out." He apologized, but still it's weird. It doesn't feel the same.

I lied, I didn't want him to know, "Uh- it's okay. I understand." I smiled, falsely.

"Okay," he put his hand on my thigh, "Thanks for understanding."
He got up and walked out.

Then he turned around, "I love you."
Once again, I gulped. Then I smiled, "I love you too."

I know he wasn't telling me something..

"Also," he continued, "There's a party tomorrow and you've got to come with me. It's a youtube party. A whole bunch of youtubers will be there."

I nodded. Not saying a word. I'm sure, the only reason I'm going is because he needs someone to be there in case he gets drunk. It's happened before, it could happen again.

It was 1:34 a.m. Instead of going to bed, I decided to go downstairs into the kitchen and make me something to snack on. Honestly, I was so done with everything right now, that I grabbed a can of Dr. Pepper and some chips.

Once I got my snack, I started to walk upstairs.
Emilio stopped me, "You okay?" He sounded worried.

"Not really. I can't really say anything Emilio. Not yet." I stuttered a little, showing my truth.
He turned to looked upstairs, "Is it Jake?"

"As I said, I'm sorry. I just don't want to say anything." Emilio is my best friend. But I don't know if I could tell him this cause he's Jake's friend too.

He looked up the stairs then back at me, "Is it Jake?"
I teared up.

"Come here." He pulled me into a hug.
"Can we talk upstairs?" I asked, letting go of the hug.

He nodded. We walked upstairs and into my room. He sat in my desk chair, and I sat on the edge of my bed in front of him.

He looked him in the eyes, "Emilio. I'm going to trust you with this. You can't tell anyone! Understand."

"I understand." His response was in his eyes.
"Okay." I replied. He scooted a little closer.

"Jake is acting different. I don't know what his deal is. I just feel as if, he doesn't feel the same about me anymore." I confessed, looking down and playing with my fingers.

"I'm so sorry Katey." He grabbed my hands.

Before you ask. No Emilio and I don't like each other. We're great friends. Nothing more going on.

"Thanks Emilio." I stood up and so did he. We hugged.
Then we walked out of my room.

It was time for me to go to bed. I turned off my lights, shut my curtains, and plugged in my phone. I already had my pajamas on, so I laid down and went to sleep.

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