He's My Help |c.b.|

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Last night, I stayed at Colby's and I've already gotten ready and when I walked downstairs, Corey and Aaron were in the: We're Two Dads and We're gonna be Youtube Famous, mode.

Colby and Sam were also down there and they were filming and skit.
Corey noticed me and started talking in that stupid country accent, "Are yuou they grill that's datin' my son Tooom?"

I started play along, "Tom? Is this your dad?"
Colby walked up to me and stood next me, "No I don't know who this is. Let's go."

"Tom! Get Tom!" Corey yelled. Still never understood why Sam and Colby were both named Tom? Eh.

Then Aaron starting talking, "Ouh my gowd. This v log is gettin borin. We just wanna be YouTube famous and our sons decide to get. To get. Girlfriends."

Colby pulled me to his side, "No one likes oh guys."
Corey pointed the camera to us, "Son. We need to have the talk."

Colby's eyes widened, "No dad. I don't need the-" he interrupted him, "Dumb sons. I don't know what you are gonna do with her."
I started laughing.

"Why are you laughing girl?" I yelled.
"I mean. Look at you." I replied, still laughing.

"Tom. Get your girlfriend." He replied.
Colby picked me up and put me over his shoulder, "Bye dad. We're leaving." Then he started walking up the stairs me still on his shoulder.

When we were upstairs, we heard Corey yell, still in his Phil character, "I'm still gonna give you to talk son! I'm gonna tell Tom right now."

Then we heard Sam scream, "No!" and he ran off.
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Colby and I were laying in his bed, taking snapchats together, watching YouTube videos, recording some for his vlog and, well being us.

Soon it was late, so it was time for me to head home.
"I need to go." I smiled.
He frowned, "Why." Hold out the y.

I blushed at the fact he wanted me to stay, "Because Colby. I didn't buy a house not to leave in it."

He then picked me up gave me a big hug, "Fine. But I'm coming up there tomorrow." I was put down and I gave him a peak on the lips, "You can come to my house anytime you want to."

His eyes filled with joy, even though he already knew he could come up when ever he wants to. You know, he hasn't asked me out yet. Like yeah we're together but he hasn't said anything. Maybe he's waiting for the right time? I know he will though.

"Well, I will have to see you tomorrow then." I said, walking out of his room.
He followed, "I'm walking you out."

I chuckled, "Come on then."

When we got outside, he gave me a kiss, told me goodbye, and I left. As I drove home, I thought about the Logan thing.

Never did I ever think he had a thing for me. He never told me anything, or shown anything. But, I did notice he never talked to me after I started talking talking to Jake. Why would me not tell me? How'd I not know?

I pulled into my driveway and parked my car. My phone went off, as I unlocked my door:
(Colby)
Goodnight. Love you. <3
(Me)
Nighty night love you too.

Right when I walked into the door, there was a note on the floor, that read:

Hey Kathryn,
I'm sorry I did that. I shouldn't have kissed you knowing you had a boyfriend. It was wrong of me. I would've texted you, but Colby would have seen it.
Before I say to much, I just wanted to say, I should've told you I liked you along time ago.
But anyway, hope we can still be friends.

From, Logan.
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Wow. I can't do anything. I don't like him. I'd love to be friends with him again, though.

My phone kept going off. It was Instagram. Colby and I took a picture together and he posted it on his Instagram.
People were following me, but some people were hating on me and saying that I'm ugly and I shouldn't be with him.

Some of the things they said were:
She shouldn't be with him like, she's probably just with him for the fame and the money.

Everyone should unfollow Colby who thinks she's pretty and thinks they're cute together.

Why her? Like what is that.

Shit! My fucking screen cracked she's so ugly. Damn.
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I shouldn't let this stuff hurt me, but it did. I was crying. And the thing is I didn't even realize it, until I felt the fear fall. Why would people say this. When I was with Jake everything was fine. No one hated. But why with Colby..?