Broken// m.yg (HIATUS)

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Yoongi's POV

I woke up and I looked up to check on her. Her night shirt was up on her stomach, exposing her black underwear. Ahh damnit, the more I looked at her the more I wanted her, sexually and romantically. She was so cute when she slept but her body was such a good sight. It left me wanting more. Though I knew I would never be able to get her, she didn't even remember what we had.

I never stopped thinking about her until a year or two ago... But I never even thought I would have forgotten about her.

I wish she felt the same way I did, but she is forcing herself not to feel the same. She is trying to keep her trust low and it is barefaced.

That Justin kid still hasn't gotten what he deserves I don't understand how anyone would do that. He deserves the worst. I loved her, he doesn't and never did.

Loved, huh? Now I am lying to myself?

I wish she would just fully trust me though, it's hard to think she wouldn't. It makes me sad thinking about it. She means so much to me.

I look over at her sleeping happily and I smile. I quietly get up and go into the kitchen, grabbing a glass of water, and I hear someone walking, Kayla was up. I walk into the living room and smile at her, sleepily walking toward me.

"Good morning." I say to her, causing her to jump a bit.

"Morning Yoongi." She laughs a bit. "You scared me!"

"I'm sorry, would you like me to make you breakfast?"

"Uh, sure!"

"Alright! It will be ready in 10!" I smile and walk back into the kitchen. The other day she told me her favorite food was chocolate chip pancakes, I reached to the top cupboard and grabbed my pancake mix. Then I looked in my cabinet for chocolate chips and syrup. I have never tried pancakes, but Jin bought me the mix as a housewarming present when I moved in. He said they were amazing.

I cooked her and I our food and got us some drinks. I placed the plates on my dining table and called for her. I stepped out of my dining room a bit and saw her happily going on her phone, she was texting someone. She looked cute when she was really happy, it wasn't a sight I had really seen yet.

"Kayla, your pancakes are ready!"

She looks up at me and smiles bigger than she already had been, do pancakes really make that big of a difference?

"Thank you Yoongi!" She hugs me and I hesitate to hug back but I do, making sure not to hit any of her cuts.

We take our seats and she watches me closely. She knew I never had pancakes and she wanted to watch me try them. I cut piece put it in my mouth, it was very chocolatey but it was delicious!

"OH MY GOSH!" I say with the obstacle of chocolate in my mouth.

"Right! Now do you see why I become super happy when I eat them!?" She starts to dig into her food, happy I liked them.

When she was happy it made me happy, she gave off a vibe and I can't help but to be happy. She lights up a whole room with her energy. Maybe that's why I feel in love with her back then, she made me feel like this. I don't like showing my emotions but when I am with her I can't help to do anything but that! Her positive energy was a drug to me and I became addicted. I met her in a really hard time in my life and she made me the happiest person ever, she changed my life. My motivation, when we were in Utah, was I got to see her.