Broken// m.yg (HIATUS)

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|tw: topics of depression and self harm|
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-THE NEXT DAY-
I wake up in Yoongi's arms feeling a sadness wash over me.

Today was the day... He is leaving.

I turn and look at Yoongi sleeping... I wasn't looking at him in a creepy way... I was just thinking of how this is that last time I get to lay like this.

He wakes up and looks down at me and kissed my forehead.

"Good morning." He brings me close to him. "I'm really going to miss waking up next to you."

"I'm going to miss waking up before you every morning we are together, having a quick second of panic, wondering where I am then remembering." I laugh a bit which bids a laugh from him too.

"I don't want you to leave." I whisper.

"I don't want to leave you." He lifts my head up, "I'll give you the key to this place, you can come here whenever... You can even live here if you want. FaceTime me every week and text me every day, please stay healthy."

I smile at him. "I can try." I kiss his nose and get up, walking downstairs to make him breakfast as he finished packing. I made him the pancakes he made me before that soon became our favorite breakfast. He brings his bags down as I set the table and get the syrup and butter out.

We both eat and talk about this next year.

"I get to tour the US, I even heard we are going to Utah... I will FaceTime you at the spot we met at."

I just lament... Trying to hold my tears back so he can't see me break down. He had been my rock for the past year, and now he will be all over the world without me.

"Kayla I'm sorry, I even tried to get the company to allow me to bring you on tour with us." He grabs my hand and checks the time.

"We have to leave in 5 minutes." He finished his plate and washed it. He put his bags in the car and I drove him to the airport.

All of the boys were their waiting for Yoongi to get there. He checked in and just on time, the intercom came over to say that the plane will take off in 10 minutes. That's enough time for him to get on and get situated.

This was it, he was going to say goodbye and leave and I'll be here... Probably depressed living in his apartment, trying to remember him until I saw him again in a year and a half.

"Kayla... I love you so much. I will miss you like hell. I will FaceTime you when we get to the hotel and I will FaceTime you every other day after that." He promised and kissed me passionately for the last time. As he was kissing me the first tear rolled onto my cheek, I couldn't hold it together much longer.

"I love you Yoongi." I smile a bit and he walks toward the place.

He looks back at me and I notice his eyes were puffy and teary. I couldn't look at him much longer. I wave him goodbye and run my hand through my hair.

Off he went.

He was now gone.

I run out to my car and just break down. Fuck, I didn't think it would be this hard to let him go... First my boyfriend abused me and now my boyfriend left. Though it isn't in his control it still hurts like hell.

I feel my phone vibrate, I was hobi in the group chat.

From: Hobi
Aw, Kayla I saw you start to cry. Poor Yoongi is crying right next to me, he must love you so much. Don't worry, we will organize you guys to meet and you can surprise him. We all love you and will miss you! Please don't be sad!!! We all left you something at your house, your mom said she put it on your bed.