Broken// m.yg (HIATUS)

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"But I also have some not so good news."
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"What is it?" I rest my chin on my hand.

"We previously talked about how BigHit wants the boys and I to tour for our new album... Well they decided last night was a perfect night to tell us that we leave tomorrow and our first stop is Japan, and we will be gone for a year and a half." He holds my hand as I heavily sigh. I was speechless, why did they decide to tell them last night? And why do they leave tomorrow!?

"Well... I guess that means we have to make today special." I smile at him, choking on the tears of sadness I didn't want to shed. He kissed my cheek and we talk for a little bit, trying to remove the sadness in the air. It worked but I still felt heartbroken. After we left to the next location, the woods we had our picnic. That is our favorite date location, we always watch the sunset there and that is where we had the majority of deep talks.

We got there and sat down in complete silence, and listened to the wind, we were very relaxed. I got up and went into the car to get my second present for him. I wrapped it carefully and wrote him a quote on the wrapping paper.

"I hope there will be a miracle of you loving me more than I love you."
~BTS "Danger"

Yoongi laughs at the quote I use and opens the present, carefully, and looks at the gift. It was the picture with the maps. Now I knew Yoongi had a soft side... Buy not this soft. He started to tear up.

"Yoongi...stop!" I giggle and hit his arm playfully.

"I'm sorry... It's just I've never been in a relationship like this...Nobody had ever taken the time to be with me as much as you do. Nobody has ever been with me this long, I guess it's just hit me how much this relationship and you mean to me." He sets the present down, pulling me in for a hug. "Kayla, words can't explain how much I love you." He lays us down, staring at the clouds above.

"I love you too Yoongi." I wipe the tear about to come from my eye

As I lay with Yoongi I smile, this is the first time I've ever been truly happy with someone... My first and boyfriend ever and only boyfriend before Yoongi (Justin) abuse me, used me, and cheated on me. He never really cared... He was trying to use me and try to get into my pants...But I didn't let that happen.

I am proud of where I am with my life since I moved from Utah almost two years ago. I have better friends, much better living conditions, a family that loves me and cares for me, and one of the most important... Yoongi. A boy that loves me for me and won't ever hurt or leave me.

I hold Yoongi's hand and look at the new ring he had on his ring finger. In the past, I asked him why we alternated his rings on each finger except he left his ring finger empty.

His answer was "I am reserving it for a ring that means a lot to me."

I asked him about it.

"what's this ring?" I point at the silver ring.

"My promise ring to you, I promise everything you did to me plus to keep you safe, happy, healthy, and I promise you everything I possibly can." He takes it off and I look on the inside that said "I promise." Also.

Yoongi is so cute.

I smile and kiss his hand as I put his ring back on. Lying there in the comforting grip of Yoongi made me very happy and very calm, which made me tired. I look up at him already asleep and I shut my eyes, as I started to fall asleep I think of him leaving. I think of all of the time I won't see him.