Broken// m.yg (HIATUS)

009

I take off my blindfold not expecting much but what I saw was very beautiful.

He had a picnic set up, there were string lights and a beautiful view of the sky. He had a blanket down and a basket.

"I'm speechless." I admire the cute little view. "But it's light outside what's with the lights?"

"We are going to stay here all night and just talk. We are going to watch the sunset and we are going to have an amazing night." He kissed the side of my head and lead me to the blanket.

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We sat at that picnic all day. We had talked and gotten so much closer, we talked about our family and fun stories with them. He told me a lot of deep things about him and he also told me really embarrassing things about him. We also talked about our hopes, dreams, fears, and everything else. We talked about so many things that made the time pass very quickly. It was now time for the sunset.

"I love the sunset, it's so beautiful."

"so are you." I look at Yoongi who is staring at me with a smile. It made me soft, butterflies in my stomach, it made my heart beat faster. He pecked my lips.

For some reason in that moment, I didn't want it to end. I kissed him once more, this time it wasn't quick and it didn't end. Yoongi kissed me passionately as he placed a hand on my cheek. I leaned back and I was laying down with Yoongi hovering over me. His hand trailed down my torso, past my waist and it rested on my thigh.

Was this really about to happen? More importantly, was I ready for this?

We have only been together for a day, but we have liked eachother since 5 years ago. But this wasn't right, at least not right now.

"Yoongi... I-I'm sorry." He looked sad.

"I'm sorry." He sat up awkwardly.

"Don't be sorry, it's just... this is my first time. And I don't feel like it is right in the moment." He looked at me shocked.

"Its mine too, I thought you wanted to do this though. I wanted to make you happy because I love you." I smile and give him one last kiss on the lips before we watch the sun go down.

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The sky filled with pinks and oranges, my head resting on Yoongi's shoulder, the string lights becoming more noticeably brighter and making the setting more aesthetically pleasing. How does Yoongi always know how to please me and keep me happy? I mean, I guess that's why he is my boyfriend. Right?

But that was one hella awkward moment.

I shook it off and watched the sunset while in the comforting grip of Yoongi. It was very peaceful. The only noise was the birds and occasional wind. I loved every moment of today. It was very nice getting to know more about Yoongi and his life, I am sad though. Sad that I missed so much after he left, I'm angry at myself too though. I am angry that I let him go that easily. I won't ever let it happen again, I am the happiest and safest I've felt in quite a long time.

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I wake up looking at the wall, this wasn't my room it was Yoongi's. I remember after the sunset him and I just sat there and we both fell asleep, I guess I just never woke up.

I look behind me, hoping Yoongi would be there but he wasn't. I sigh angrily and look on the floor to find him sleeping. He could just sleep up here with me!!

I get up and lay down next to Yoongi, he was shirtless. I rested my head on his bare, pale chest and wrap my arm around him as I drift back off to sleep.

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-Yoongi's POV-

Kayla and I fell asleep at the sunset. I didn't want to wake her up, she looked like she was in a deep sleep. I picked her up and put her in the backseat of my car. I guess I would just bring her back to my house...it was kind of late. I pack everything up and put it in the trunk, carefully driving to my house. When we arrived, I gently lifted her out of the car and set her on my bed. I didn't want her in another room, it made me feel like I couldn't take care of her and keep her safe. I locked the whole house and my car, soon becoming sweaty from running around the. I threw my shirt off and went up to my room. I covered her with a blanket, she looked cold.

I grabbed a couple pillows and a blanket from the freezing cold guest room ( in case I got cold) and set them on the floor, I didn't want to wake her up. I lied down but I heard shuffling, she was awake. She got up and came to lay by me. She moved her head on my chest and wrapped her arm around me. She fell asleep quickly and I rested my arm around her shoulder. I am so happy this finally happened, we wound up together. If you asked me a couple of years ago who I thought I'd wind up with now, it wouldn't be her.

I am so glad I found her again and that we are together... I just can't screw it up now.

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Foreshadowing? Maybe...
Sorry for the wait for such a short update. I'm busier than I originally thought. But the next chapter is gonna spring ahead so I don't have to write the awkward points after this chapter.
~Kaelynn