Not My Snapchat...

Chapter 18

We walked around the store and I bought some cute new T-shirts before leaving. I wasn't all that interested in getting anything else. We walked around the mall, laughing and trying out samples from the food court. As for me, I decided to get every little strip of paper I could that smelled like perfume, then picked my favorite and bought it. Jungkook and my brother laughed as a ran back out of the store with a new bottle of perfume and a scented strawberry keychain. I smiled and skipped next to them as we continued walking around and buying random things.
Once we decided our shopping trip was mostly over, we left the mall and Chul-Hwan drove off to a drugstore. I went in alone and got a pregnancy test, before paying and walking back out. I got back into the car and we went home.
I walked into the house and went upstairs, instantly plopping onto the couch and forgetting a had the test in my pocket. I sat there quietly for a while as Kookie and my brother came up, sitting next to me. The other guys were still there, eating a late lunch and talking. Soon Kookie leaned and whispered into my ear,
"Babe you still have the test in your pocket..." I remembered and nodded, getting up and going into the bathroom. I slowly walked there, wondering how kookie would react if we found out I was, for real, pregnant. What would the other guys say? They knew for the most part what had happened, but not that I had a test.
I went and took the test, not even glancing at it. I washed my hands and stuff before closing my eyes and grabbing the test. I peeked open one eye, then the other to make sure I was seeing it right. Without thinking I yelled the first thing that came out of my mouth,
"Oh my god! I-" I stopped myself before announcing right then I was, in fact, pregnant, to the whole house. I heard someone running to the bathroom as I threw the test on the counter. It was one thing to know it might be a possibility, and I handled that decently. But now, I knew it was true that I would be a mother. I thought about it and the whole world stopped around me as Kookie slowly walked in. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and said something but I just slide down the wall away from his arm, and pulled my knees to my chest while sitting. I stared at my feet and I heard the faint sound of him trying to talk to me, but it was tuned out. The reality finally hit me, that I wasn't ready to have a child. I was definitely not mother material. I was only 19! I was also supposed to be going back to school next week....
I started to panic and buried my face in my arms, Kookie went and looked at the test before going back to me, sitting next to me and holding me close. His voice finally became clear,
"Minna...minna listen to me, it'll be okay....I'm not mad and neither will any of the guys be..." I shook my head and cuddled closer to him, he didn't understand what was wrong. He looked at me for a while before whispering in my ear, "you'll be a great mother Minna, besides we love each other and will help each other along the way....everything will be okay..." I felt him gently squeeze my shoulder and I smiled. I nodded and sighed, sitting up, glad I hadn't cried. He smiled and helped my stand up with him. He then turned to me seriously, "I'm leaving it up to you to tell the guys, I want you to be comfortable with whatever happens..." He brushed his fingers through some of my hair and looked down at me. I nodded again while replying,
"Okay...they'll probably find out on their own..." He laughed and agreed with me before holding my hand as we walked out. Everyone was caught back up in their conversation and didn't even realize we had came out. We went and sat down next to my brother, who was first to notice our arrival along with Jin and Eun. The two others smiled while my brother looked at me with a So-Are-You-Pregers-Or-Not look. I just gave him a small smile and looked down at my stomach, telling him exactly what he thought. He smiled brightly and pulled me into a tight hug, whispering quietly into my ear,
"So I'm going to be an uncle?" I giggled and whispered back,
"Technically you already are..." He nodded and let go of me. I looked at Jin and Eun, who had been watching the whole time. Both gave me that OMG-I-Can't-even-is-this-even-real look as their eyes widened. Their mouths fell open and Eun stared at my stomach.
"OH MY GOD MINNA! YO-" My brother lunged forward and quickly covered Eun's mouth. He pulled away, mouthing 'ohhhh' before smiling "you're...talking about getting a dog! That's great..." The guys had stopped talking because of his outburst and all stared between me and Eun, then all their eyes fell on Kookie. Kookie cleared his throat and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I gave a half smile to them as slowly their eyes moved one at a time to my stomach. I curled and and buried my face in Kookie's arm, I didn't think they would find out this quickly. He rubbed my back as all the guys cracked small smiles, slowly going over to the two of us as Jin and Eun scooted even closer. My brother spoke up above the many questions that stared being asked,
"Guys guys give her some space!" Isn't it obvious to you people that she may not be comfortable with all of you knowing yet!" Kookie kissed the top of my head and held me close, letting the others continue. Hobi was the first to reply,
"Then how come Jin and Eun got to know!" The two boys looked at my brother, expecting him to answer for them,
"They weren't supposed to!" The boys nodded and turned to the rest of the group. They all froze and said 'ohhhhh' in unison before various sorries and other forms of apologies were thrown at me. I just cuddled in closer to Kookie, having rather to be able to sit there, hugging Kookie quietly. He glared at everyone and they quickly shut up, sitting there awkwardly. They all looked down and I slowly looked at Kookie. He smiled and bit and I giggled, moving to face everyone.
"In case you somehow haven't found out, yes...I am pregnant" They all looked up at me as I talked and slowly huge smiles crept into their faces. Everyone went in and pulled each other, and me and Kookie, into a group hug. I laughed and smiled still, taking the time to hug everyone individually.

We talked for a while longer, about what our plans were. Some had already started rambling about baby names, and if we had any we specifically liked. We explain we had only known for sure for about an hour by then. That was followed by more 'ohhhhhh's and then more questions.
Eventually they all got worn out and slowly returned to where they were sitting. Yoongi had talked himself to sleep and was curled up on the floor. As for me they had all pretty much rambled so much I had stopped answering. I curled up on Kookie's lap and soon fell asleep.

Hey guys! I know this is quite late but I hope you enjoyed! Please comment your thoughts and if you up-vote...
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Anyways I have good news, it's summer! Therefore I'll have a lot more time to update and such!
Beside my vacation (which I will be alerting you of) updates will be regular from now on. 1 or 2 a week, depending on how excited you guys seem.

Anyways,
Byebye, luv you,
-Panda Bear🐼❤️💋

P.S. There is a 99.99999998% chance the expresso will (not) be given to you, so...so sorry
Also this is a double update look for the next chp!!!💜