Logan Paul Saved My Life :)

Chapter 12

Worry took over Logan's face. "What's wrong did I do something wrong" Logan asked while looking deeply into my eyes. "Oh my gosh no its not you Logan, it's just that..." I hesitated to tell him the truth but I know it had to be done. "It's what Alexa you're worrying me" he explained. "I didn't tell my mother I was coming I left without permission" I mumbled ashamed of my actions.

"WHAT, so you basically ran away from home to go across the world without telling your mom" Logan asked raising an eyebrow in confusion. "ummm yeah" I replied nervously. Logan will probably hate me now and to be 100% honest I don't blame him, Logan sighed trying to stay calm. "Ok, does your dad know" Logan asked. That question instantly brought tears to my eyes.

My dad was one of those people who didn't care about anyone but himself. He was always abusive towards my mom even whilst she was pregnant with me. My dad left my mom when I was born and neither my mom nor I have heard anything of him since. But hearing the stories from before I was born I wasn't sure I wanted to know him. Although I think about it quite often what it would be like to have a dad or even know who my dad is.

"Yeah umm about that I don't really have a dad" I mumble with streams of tears running down my already puffed up cheeks. "Oh I'm so sorry Lex, I didn't know" Logan said feeling extremely terrible for saying that. "Come here" Logan said while pulling me into a hug over the side of the hospital bed. We stayed like that for like 2 minutes.

"So have you contacted your mum at all since you have been here?" He asked. "No" I bluntly reply. "I think we should give her a call so she doesn't potentially have a heart attack over worrying about you" Logan suggested.

Logan took out my phone from his back pocket holding it up. I was confused how did he get my phone. "It was beside you when you passed out so I grabbed it just in case" He explained obviously knowing I was confused. I took my phone from Logan and brought up my mom's contact ready to dial her number. After contemplating this decision for a solid 2 minutes I pressed the green call button and it started to ring. Logan intertwined our hands comforting me to let me know he is going to support me through this.

Mom picked up the phone on the last ring. "Alexa, where are you, please come home, I'm so worried about you, are you okay, are you safe" she blurted out as fast as she could. "Mom I'm fine calm down..." I started but was cut off, "what you want me to calm down when you have been missing for a week now and nowhere to be seen and couldn't get a hold of you the whole time" she screamed through the end of the phone. I sighed anxiously "Mom I am in Los Angeles" I spit out as fast as I could trying not to get cut off again.

The conversation settled down a bit after screaming at each other for a while. "Mom I'm sorry, I really am but I am so happy here, its like all the bullies and all the sadness was left behind" I murmured back through the phone. I got a quick squeeze in my hand from Logan to remind me that he is there and it will be ok.

Mom finally agreed to let me stay here for one more week, but that was my limit. Knowing I only had a week left in this place absolutely wrecked me to pieces.

I finished on the phone and looked at Logan with tears dwelling up in my eyes. "I have to leave in a week Logan, I am going to miss you so much" I open up to him but embarrassed to be crying in front of him causing me to cover my face up.

"Lex don't hide your face, your beautiful in every way, it's okay to cry I'm here for you to open up to and know I'll always support you for anything" he Explained while removing my hands from my face kissing my forehead softly. "Thanks Logan, I'm going to miss you so much" I say smiling at him.

I was staring at Logan intensely while he was checking his twitter, his face was just so perfect and flawless, I can't believe how much things changed so quickly and here I am in a small hospital bed with my once idol now best friend sitting right beside me.

Logan caught me staring at him but instead of catching me off guard he stared me back in the eyes. The compassion, determination and love that were in this amazing boys eyes was incredible. Before I knew it we were inches apart. Our lips millimetres away, Logan softly connected out lips, giving me sparks feeling like an entire explosion in my stomach. He pulled away looking me deeply into my eyes but shakes his head back to reality. "Lex I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that after last time" he says genuinely thinking he did something wrong. "Logan its fine, I wouldn't have kissed you back if I felt uncomfortable" I reassure him while holding his hand in mine.

"Logan before anything else happens I think it's important for you to know something else, explaining the reason I ran off last time this happened" I say while biting my lip anxiously. "You can tell me anything Lexi, you know that and if I upset you or hurt you in anyway please tell me" he comforted me. "Thanks Logan but it's not you I promise but it is someone, unfortunately I don't know who it was but I think it's time I tell someone, before I start please know I haven't ever told anybody before, you're the first person I will have ever told" I start to cry showing Logan that I truly trust him with anything.

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