Logan Paul Saved My Life :)

Chapter 18

Guys im so terribly sorry for making you all wait for so long to get an update. Im back now and i have an update for you all with all the answers you have been asking

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...LOGANS POV...

I know she deserves an explanation but i just wasnt ready to open up fully. I had to get out of there to clear my head and what better way to do that than head to Fro-Yo.

Ive been sitting here for about 15 minutes doing nothing but play with the froyo as it melted and stare at a wall as my mind consumed all my thoughts. All i could think about was Alexa. Thats when it hit me and i have come to my selfish senses and realized that even though i may not be ready to open up and explain that chapter of my life, i commited myself to Lex now i must open up... ready or not. She deserves it.

That being said i left Fro-Yo and was on my way home, i made a quick stop via the way home into Ralphs to pick up some flowers for my beautiful girl. I immediatley spotted a bouquet of rainbow roses and i knew they would be perfect. Surely these will help me in making my apology very sincere.

I made it back to the apartment after parking my car as quick as i could not caring about the positions it was in, i had something to do. I opened the door and made my way downstairs knowing Alexa would be in my room. I find her sitting on the opposite side of my bed with her head rested on her hands whilst her knees support her elbows, she was just sitting there gazing out of the window.

I snuck up behind her small body and wrapped my arms around her shoulders holding the roses infront of her. "These are for you... im so so sorry Alexa, i get it.. i shouldve opened up immediatley considering i made a commitment to you but you really caught me off guard about a chapter of my life i wasnt ready to read through yet to someone else. But ready or not i will explain everything to you, i just need you to be patient with me due to this alwags being hard for me to comprehend" i explained whilst still embracing her from behind.

Alexa turned around to face me and appreciativley accepted the roses. Once she turned arpund i couldnt help notice her tear stained cheeks. "Logie i am willi mg to be as patient as it takes, i am so glad you have decided to open up to me and i appreciate it alot" she replied.

Here i go, i am about to tell somebody for the first time everything. To say i was shitting myself would be an understatement (not literally).

"1 year and 11 months ago i had a girlfriend of 4 months and she came to me one morning knocking on my door appearing as an emotional wreck, obviously being her boyfriend i tried comforting her and find out what was going on, she then informed me she was 2 and a half months pregnant with my child and at that moment i was in utter shock..." tears left my eyes and i stopped to take a deep breathe as Alexa grabbed my hands and held them within hers to comfort me.

I continued, "so for the next 6 and a half months i was mentally preparing myself to be a father at such a young age along with financially, physically and mentally stabalising and support a pregnant woman whom was my girlfriend at the time. And so it came to the birth day and she gave birth to a beautiful little boy, i was inlove with him and i spent the first week of his life not letting him out of my sight, i know a week is not a long time but within that week i formed such an incredibly strong bond and connection with the little boy, his name was Lachlan. We were called in for Lachlans one week check and he was perfectly healthy. That being said the doctor also wanted to officiate Lachlan's birth certificate while we were there, which involved a DNA test between Lachlan and i to prove i was the father of him and my name could legally and biologically be recorded onto his certificate. 2 hours late the results came back as NEGATIVE... i was distraut to say the least. I had so many questions to ask but all where answered with "im sorry", i was then left alone at the doctors office as she ran away with lachlan and left me there. I went to her house the next day to find her house being packed up and the movers said they couldnt say where she was moving due to confidential information but they did say she was moving away feom OHIO, to this day i still have so many unanswered questions and have not seen Lachlan since" i was now having an emotional break down after finally opening up while Alexa embraced me into her arms and played with my hair to calm me down slightly.

"Logan im so sorry you ever had to go through that and i promise that will never happen again, i love you Logan" Alexa reassured me and passionately kissed me

"I love you to baby" i replied pecking her one more time.

...AUTHOURS NOTE...
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